Sunday, January 30, 2011

Yesterday was the 29th but this 29th was miserable. I couldn't even make it for the stayover cum movie marathon with the girls like how I would usually spend my other 29ths with them fooling around and catching up.

I haven't been meeting my clique since last month, and my other secondary school friends, I could hardly ever remember how are they like anymore because it's been ages since I met em.

Lately I do not even have the time for my friends because it's either I have been cooping myself at home, or in school drowning myself in stress on those never-ending projects. It's not like I'm overly stress but it's just the norm for everybody I guess. Everybody gets a little more stressed/tensed up during the submission period. I even hardly spend time with my parents anymore.

And, the most stressful period has yet to come. I'm dreading Monday because i)my first end-semester paper begins, ii)one of the proj submission is on the next day iii)the start of a new project/campaign.

Amidst the gloomy moments, I do constantly remind myself that the results will be rewarding.

I'm really hoping to spend some quality time with my friends after this semester, really....

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

The LORD is my Shepherd, I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside quiet waters.
He restores my soul; He guides me in the paths of righteousness For His name's sake.

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Sunday, January 23, 2011

Life hasn't been a bed of roses for the past few weeks as compare to the first few weeks of this semester. Or should I say, it was far worse than the previous semester? True that, we had more time to ourselves mainly because most of my group mates including myself, completed our third and last Cross Disciplinary Subject during the October Vacation, which left us more time to play.

But.... I think I took it for granted. Made use of every possible break to do the most unproductive stuff ever, weekends were a blast.... Reality only set upon me (or us) that deadlines were nearing and we start panicking. Met up with major hiccups/obstacles/conflicts along the way and such.
I thought everyone was in fault, and that includes me. Faults as in misunderstandings & miscommunication (please don't read too much into "faults") and we didn't clear the air...right?
And yup I think I myself read too much into the most intricate details.

Apart from that, like what others have said, I stress myself up too easily. Too Easily. Such that I got so upset and looked at the imperfections of others that I lost myself. I was on my way to school one morning and I thought to myself that I should have been thankful through it all. I should have been grateful for the people who have been around me. I should have a little trust and not take things in my own stride although sometimes I have no idea I was so cocky (it was definitely, unintentional) when it came to serious stuff. I should have been thankful for every individual. Only then did I realize I got the best people but I have yet to appreciate it.

I just thought I lost myself......and I'm sorry for that.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

I'd be lying if I said that I'm having a time of my life right now.
That is if unless I were to say it in my most sarcastic tone, ever...

Sometimes I don't ever wanna grow up. Most of the time, that is. I don't actually know how will I be able to cope when I push myself to another high level of education each academic year, or when I go out and start working because life right now, is already as stressful as it is. Wouldn't say the stress level made me miserable or to lose my sanity but rather, really weary from the inside out. And upside down. Every morning, whether I get to sleep for 3 hours or 8 hours, I wake up feeling stoned and not refreshed like how I used to.

Projects, schoolwork and such have been taking a toll on me for the past few days. Am definitely doing my best in whatever I can already. So much so that I am even thinking what I should do for my internship.

Sigh I hope what lies ahead of me will be a field of fresh green pastures filled with pretty flowers at the side. Just lying on the ground watching the skies would make me a very contented girl. I just need resttttttttttt......

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Saturday, January 8, 2011

TGIF!!!!

I'd say first week of the third school term went pretty well because I did not stress myself up. It's a good and bad thing. Good cos I tend to stress myself and breaking away from stress just feels sooooo gooooood but bad cos it is obviously the wrong time to take a break cos the workload is starting the pile up.
Anyway, I am glad that I got to spend time with the people I treasure this past week. Spent time with my cousins from the housewarming party cum Junya's 2nd, to the shopping trips with the classmates and spending time with Mummy. And not to forget my Spasticsssss.

It'd be week two of the third term soon and I hope I'll start to pull my socks up already....!

Pics from the housewarming party/Junya's 2nd

I don't get how people to get to buy such big houses!!!! I really envy my cousin hahaha I wanna be a tai tai too. How would you feel to step into a house with a private pool with a sexy Porsche parked beside it, an interior design so modern with a life sized horse, bedroom probably the size of my entire living + dining room, and an attic so cosy to entertain guests. Even little Junya has his own toilet and build in bath tub. I liked that red spiral fireman staircase in the master bedroom which led to the attic too. I'd be happy just to dream about staying in such a house.
At least I am really contented with what I have now. Counting my blessings cause I am living in comfort too :)

This, is little Jason
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My cousin is already so tall but yet the horse is so.... I am only at the horse's chin
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Junya's birthday theme this year
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His very pretty cake
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With matching plates
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Happy birthday Junya!!!!
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Daddy and Mummy
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Sunday, January 2, 2011

Happy New Year y'all!!!!!
Spent NYE at Marina Bay Sands cos my relatives got a room, and saw the psychedelic display of fireworks which was so, so pretty.
And on New Year's Day, I spent my time being sick :"( Worse part is, I am not the only sick being in the house. Mom too, is sick. And so is my dear Perry.

NYE
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And I think my family spoils the lil rascal till no end, so much that i) dad & bro haven't been sleeping in their rooms for nights cos they want to sleep with Perry, ii) my mom insists that he must be covered in a blanket (she bought a new face towel for him), iii) my parents sing him lullabies and iv) they cannot bear to punish him so I'm the bad guy by beating and scolding him
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Perry sleeping with his bff
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