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Friday, January 8, 2010 2:18 AM

Definitely a crazy idea to blog at an unearthly hour knowing that I have to be up by 7.30 in the morning later. Survived with 3 hours of sleep the previous night, and had quite a day. Pretty tiring! Decided that I should just go for the class gathering because Nat and Pris encouraged me to go. K fine apart from catching up with the rest, I found myself stoning so I decided to go barbecue some food for the rest. Didn't eat much for a barbecue gathering unless half a sausage, one satay and one chicken wing is a lot to you!

K am gonna continue with my Stats homework now and then I'm gonna turn in. Sugar dreamsssssssss!!!!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 11:54 PM

Today was great!! Really!

School was as usual and it kinda sucked a little because I kept seeing doubles...which isn't very good for me because I get groggy :(

Rushed home to take a 20 minutes nap and left for Simpang to meet mah homies Jolene Pris Nat Fik Fahmi Moses Knp Jiajun Jovy Alfi. Happy 18th Fahmi! We all had a mini gathering and headed to Ice Cream Chefs after that! Yum!

My evening couldn't be any better!

Pris and I are really crazy right now. We have our own fan clubs on facebook!

Shall not blog any further because it's 2 in the morning and I have yet to do my accounting tutorial! Cya honeypies.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 10:45 PM

Love me or hate me is still an obsession. Love me or hate me, THAT, is the question. If you love me then, Thank You. If you hate me then.......(Sure you want me to type that out? Or else I'll be breaking my new year's resolution again lol)

Yup I think I already broke one of my new year resolutions. No prize for guessing what new year's resolution I broke but when one hits the roof, everything just comes out naturally. Thank God for a good bunch of classmates. LIKE SERIOUSLY!!! Like I can get darn peeved late in the middle of the night and then 10 minutes later I kept laughing at the screen. I figured out that I shouldn't be peeved at people who makes like difficult for me anymore. So much for all that big talk and nothing is done in the end until one really pushes someone only then he or she is willing to work reluctantly with a stinky attitude. Anyway I reckon I'm gonna have to break that only new year's resolution again and again until project deadline is due. But I don't want to. I figured I should not get angry with people who do not appreciate my efforts to step up as a leader although I am not someone with authority to give instructions. Because there isn't a leader to begin with? Now I'm just utterly disappointed.

Tomorrow I can take a break from all that pretty screwed up projects. Maybe it isn't the project afterall. Tomorrow I'll see myself sitting through 4 hours of tutorials and 2 hours of lecture and then off to meet mah homies for dinner at Simpang! How nize... just to have a little more laughter to see people that makes me happy to see my buds doing great.

K it's back to making love. With the books. Today is the last day of Christmas and I shall not get peeved with the slighest stuff. Probably it's just gonna be the time of the month and I am sick! Merry12th day of Christmas all!! Can't wait for next Christmas!

Monday, January 4, 2010 11:04 PM

O.M.G I am damn annoyed. I am annoyed BECAUSE the whole world is asking why am I not playing volleyball anymore. I kinda expected people to ask me when IVP starts. I thought my fellow volleyball friends from unis polys jc and ite would stop asking me after I told them BUT NO. Everyone else is asking me the same thing and for Christ's sake I'm damn tired of repeating myself okay I have my reasons I really do. The moment I type everything out here I bet TP is gonna sue me or something but I'm damn pissed with TP FULLSTOP NOTHING ELSE THAT YOU GOTTA KNOW. Even my previous 2 coaches also told me to stop and only continue playing when I'm in the University.

My back. People always ask why I stopped playing but in fact I have never stopped playing volleyball. When asked why I stopped playing I would say my back isn't treating me too well and physiotherapy don't work. This is only a small part why I "stopped" playing volleyball, hardcore. If I really love playing volleyball, nothing will stop me and I haven't stopped playing. But deep within it isn't really the case although my back is really giving me hell lots of problem.

And IF you must know I'm really considering joining a volleyball team outside ok. Yah I was approached by someone in school today not really in school but idk how the heck the person contacted me during accounting lecture. But then again I really have to consider like really really thoroughly because I myself don't have time to go out with friends sometimes or even spend some time alone. Sometimes me-time is really important for me to reflect and change for the better and I don't even have that little bit of me-time for myself, let alone some outside volleyball team whereby I have to train my Wednesdays and Fridays evening at Houngang Sports Hall.

Here I am sick. Coughing out phlegm so thick which disgust me so much, my head spinning so badly and my empty stomach refuse to accept any form of food. I feel so terrible right now and I don't have a bloody choice but to do my work until some few others came asking me the same old thing... And then the next thing I know I kinda exploded? And I found myself here typing all these.

I really wanna go watch the match at the sports hall to support my friends but I refuse to see that certain someone. Make it two. Or maybe three. Or make it..... K I don't wanna say it here. This evening I'm with team SIM. NUS on Wednesday.

I'm so angry I can't go back to do my work.

Sunday, January 3, 2010 11:18 PM

Today couldn't be any better!! I realise my mood is pretty on and off like say yesterday I was fuming then today I'm feeling all ice cream and sunshine...! I thought I'd be quite grumpy today because I thought I didn't have enough sleep to pull me through the day but I wasn't, although I was damn tired and I slept whenever possible. Even during the sermon, in the car, at the party (if you count sleeping with my eyes open lol) yah I think EVERYWHERE.

After church, my family and I went to Vivo to pick up something then to Dempsey Hill for Junya's early first birthday celebration! He's as cute as usual clad in jeans and a short sleeve collar top like what a man would wear to work but he changed out after that :(

Lunch was great. Ambience was awesome. I saw a Caucasian couple who also attended the party and I thought the guy resembled a little bit of Brad Pitt and the lady, Leighton Meester!! A lot of people were invited. They were not only us but also relatives from my uncle's side which makes him a proud granduncle! And also the maternal and paternal sides of cousin in law. Granny was all smiles today because she is so happy her great grand son turns one...

Enough said! I'll show you pictures of the little star's party today! More pictures up on facebook and the video too is uploaded on facebook!

Birthday cake!

Spotted: A pregnant cousin

"HUH?! You mean it's my party?!?!"

"My party's over and now it's time to go home with my new car!"

Pretty mommy feeding handsome baby

"Wait, stop, you're speeding! I wanna give you a summon."

Saturday, January 2, 2010 11:24 PM

Second January. Second day of the new year. Whatever happened earlier today could really spoil the second day of my new year... Totally okay! I try to tell myself that tolerance is a virtue. But then again I have a limit to everything. A limit to my patience, a limit to my tolerance level, a limit to my emotional stability and a limit to whatever you can think of.

So yah anyway! Towards the end of the project, Ivan Ckay and I skyped with Selena and Lian which was really fun! Not to forget Daryl too!!

And then Deanna saves the day! I accompanied Deanna for her impromptu decision to have her haircut and she chopped off seven inches of her hair. So proud of Deanna!!! And then she accompanied me for my impromptu french manicure hahaha I really wanted one since before Christmas but now that my cash is running low after Christmas because of the gifts I got and I was hesitating! But I didn't regret one bit so I guess it's alright!

Just today alone we've heard two to three people saying that we're twins or sisters so we decided to do a resemblance test!

I still think that we're worlds apart leh!! I'm rounder, taller, bigger, fatter....

Friday, January 1, 2010 11:57 PM

So err we're officially done with 2009. I kinda like 2009 actually and it could have been better actually without a few people screwing my life. But at least I know many love me!! And at least I know that I've impacted people's life by just making them smile when I look stupid or say a joke unknowingly without laughing. I do appreciate all the new year wishes through text messages, MSN and to some of those, thank you, for actually calling to wish me a happy and blessed new year personally :)

So this new year was spent sleeping for almost the whole day. Apart from that I go out for New Year's lunch and dinner, hear mahjong tiles slamming against each other cuz daddy's kakis are here to play, read my book and sleep. Wouldn't say it's a boring way to start off the new year. I call it a luxury because I get to spend some me-time sleeping and reading. I like it that way. But a little part of me makes me feel guilty for not touching on my tutorials knowing that I did mediocrely average for my mid sems and I still feel the need to pull up my socks. Knowing that I have so many hours in hand and yet not doing my assignments.... that kinda made me feel really bad about it.

2010. Here comes 2010. Or rather, it is here already. Frankly speaking I'm not really looking forward to this year because I'm already very tired but for family and friends' sake I definitely would. I hate growing up. Whatever happened to 'I wanna grow up and work soon' mentality back then when I was a little kid!