Am going to spend my last 15 mins of November 2009 blogging. See how time flies!! Really...this year was much like a breeze, at least for me, though there were many ups and downs.

Dammit I need more self control and self discipline. Now fatty my friend is laughing at me cuz exams are over for him zzz now it's my turn to study. Hard. Don't wanna repeat the same ol' mistakes and let time slip off my hands. Oh wellllll I haven't really been sleeping well! Today I woke up at 8.30 a.m., and fell asleep again and realized it was 9.30! Dashed out of the house and was 20 minutes late for lecture!

Two hours break between Accounting and Public Speaking lecture so I went home to sleep for an hour and fifteen minutes. Feel so lucky to live near school!! Met Lay Ping for dinner and I didn't know the doctor suspected that she's got Influenza A until I met her!! Hope mah old matey will feel better tomorrow!

My eyes are so dry they feel like they're gonna bleed anytime. THAT dry k. Need to make amendments for my speech now and hope everything goes well this Wednesday. Gonna wear my secondary school uniform to school for my Special Occasion speech. Should I tie up my hair? Should I wear black canvas shoes? Should I borrow a blazer?

This was a candid shot taken during make up Biz Stats class last Tuesday with Jag's new Aino (anal) phone!! Haha!

Omg I am such a genius! I can start a car! Today was a total embarrassment tho.

'You Belong With Me' by Taylor Swift or 'Love Drunk' by Boys Like Girls?

Today was awesome! Although I was lacking of sleep. Only slept for 3.5 hours and then I went to church for the first service, got an extra hour and a half to roam around aimlessly and then met the rest for our gathering. Karaoke was fun! Omg we were all screaming our lungs out and the rooms didn't seem to be soundproof. Because I could hear all that screaming from our room only. I bet the people from other rooms got annoyed. Am very worried for my throat right now although I sound normal. My throat hurts!!! And I have a speech to give on Wednesday! A graded speech! Oh no :(

Five Star Hainanese Chicken Rice restaurant. Made my stomach happy because the food was great!

Now I'm filling my tummy with Manuka Honey to sooth my throat. Throat still feeling sore! And btw I feel so much like.....a housewife now. Not that I'm one -.- but I feel like now I have to get out of my comfort zone because the used-to-be-full refrigerator was filled with eggs, fruits, drinks and whatever food stuff you can find in a refrigerator. It's all empty now!! I want to eat eggs! I want my Powerberry Juice! No luck today cuz I was hoping that Prime supermart will be open 24/7 and when I was there at 9.50 p.m. they were preparing to close for the day already :( I need to go Ikea to get sausages! I want eggs want powerberry juice want Ikea's sausages want food in the refrigerator....!

Many things happened for the past few days. After my family left for a holiday, the clock broke down, the sink got choked, and I nearly thought the car broke down too. If not for Jagger, I'd probably freak out tryna start the car again since the bad experience last Thursday. Bought batteries and stocked up stuff a lil here and there under my own expenses and then the batteries didn't fit the size of the bigger batteries in the clock. Wonderfullllll.

Pics up soon I hope! They're with Fiona!

This morning I got home at 7 a.m., not even feeling lethargic one bit. No idea why! But I guess coffee really does wonders that I must admit. Dark Cherry Mocha Venti saved the night. Wouldn't say it's a fruitful night or neither I would say that it was one. Got damn peeved with the default gateway so hence I couldn't even log into my Windows Live Messenger. I need a lot of social networking so you could say I was socially deprived. It felt so terrible... Internet speed wasn't working really well too. Only got to settle at TCC at 3 a.m. cuz there weren't plugs available for us to charge our laptops.

Completed OB tutorial, revised Macro Economics, studied TCC's menu, did shitloads of Macro Economics research and I forgot to saved them!! Thought 13% of battery could last me for at least 10 minutes but before the third minute, it died on me!! @#$%^&*(@#$%^All my findings.....gone!!

Slept from 8.30 a.m. till exactly noon and I couldn't sleep anymore so I studied Macro again. So scared of my Mid Semester tests!!

Woo Yi Ying is the most awesome cousin everrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

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Hiiiiiiiiiiii omg I didn't know my cousin typed that one until I got back my laptop! Yay anyway today was pretty awesome. Or rather, yesterday! Last night Venus and I watched New Moon and I fell asleep while watching it cuz I was too tired already. And then this morning I attempted to boil some half boiled eggs but it turned to hard boiled eggs :(

Met the 'awesome cousin ever' to get out baking necessities and came back over to my place to bake cookies! Turned out pretty well so it was worth the effort. Ummm and then we slept, went to Ikea for some Xmas shopping, dinner at Street 21, went back to respective homes to shower and met again. So here I am at the airport!! It's so quiet now and I'm gonna start on OB and Macroecons revision now....so yup! Gotta go study already. Sugar dreams all!!

So hey my parents are gone. So is my brother. I smell freedom! Restricted freedom. I don't want to stay out late because I have school the next day, and I don't want to play everyday because my mid semester tests are nearing... Moreover lectures tutorials projects and assignments are draining out whatever energy that's left of me so I feel like a zombie and so I try to sleep whenever I can. Venus is at my house now and she's staying over for a night! Yay! Did Macro Econs tutorial together and other tutorials that will be dued next week! Feeling so sleepy right now but Venus wants to watch New Moon! K it's a well deserved break I'd say...because we've done quite a bit of revision and homework!

Today I broke my record of not doing my Marketing tutorial for the first time. Or rather, my first time not doing my tutorial since the start of Semester Two. Time flies pretty fast and it is already week six of the academic semester II. Damn tired of everything already but thank God for the long weekends. Saturday will be stay home day for me - for me to rest and study!

Tried cooking carbonara for Venus and myself and I failed. Terribly. But who cares I think I make a good cook still (beams). Gave alumni training a miss because I really have a lot of things to do and am really tired. Zomg I really miss playing volleyball, competitive volleyball.

Anyway I got kinda peeved in school today.....! It was horrrrible but I don't wanna talk about it anymore! K sugar dreams all!

Ola! School was pretty boring today cept for Public Speaking. For once I think I'm starting to open up and talk more to people whom I don't really know. It all started with the special occasion speech and I went around asking which topic they have chose. And then two guys happen to be giving the valedictory speech for Grad Day and so we three are gonna wear school uniform to school next week! And I realised that one of my Public Speaking classmate is my neighbour!! For 10 years omgwth what took me so long to realize that?! And I don't even know he was one until my primary school teammate came over and told me something about him. Hmmm small world!

Macro Econs lecture and tutorial for four hours straight. Go home, brain dead, collapsed on bed. I can be a poet already yay.

1.49 a.m. on a Wednesday morning. Tried to touch on my Accounting tutorial and I manage to do a bit only because I learnt everything back in secondary school before and I thought it wasn't exercising my brain enough. On top of that I feel really light headed now and I need sleep.

In another 4 hours' time my family will be away for a week. Mom and Dad want my iTouch and camera for the holiday so I surrendered everything. O Sweet Lord. How am I going to survive :(

Mid Semester Tests from the 7th - 11th Dec when some fat ass will holidaying with his teammates ugh hahaha.

Today was a really tiring day for me but I really enjoyed myself!! School was as usual a bore. Tutorial, lecture, tutorial was pretty taxing but I survived through all these. Can't believe I went through 7 hours of school today despite having to sleep for only four hours. Pimple outbreak is getting from bad to worse and it looks as though as..... Just one word for it: Gross.

Headed to Jolene's place to do up the board, dinner at her place and get the birthday cake before meeting the rest at the floating platform @ Bedok Reservoir. Celebration was awesomeeeee!! Happy birthday Darren!

K 1.30 a.m. already gotta get up at 7 to print my homework and get to school by 9 for Public Speaking!!!

Muscles >> Fats :'(

Just completed my Biz Stats and tutorial! OB's done too! Friday's a public holiday so Biz Stats tutorial will be pushed forward later on today so today's gonna be a pretty tiring day.

Yesterday was full of lectures from 10 to 7 with a two hour project meeting in between just before Public Speaking. Having a very pimple outbreak due to lack of sleep! Biological clock totally screwed!

Mini gathering with two primary two classmates and had dinner together! It was awesomeeeeee and k it's 2 a.m. already I should get some sleep! Sugar dreams all!

Today's sermon was good! Just that Venus and I was a little late otherwise it'd have been better! Today's sermon talked about people yearn to be in any part of the community even though they might look like an introvert/loner. Brings be back to my Organizational Behaviour mindset about Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs. People want to gain acceptance and yearn to be in more than a community, the more the better. Then I thought to myself "Isn't that the total opposite of what I'm thinking right now...?" Not that I don't want to gain acceptance from people but it's just that...having too many little communities here and there are giving me damn big headaches which leaves me troubled. Or rather this is the primary source of all my troubles. Yes, it is. I think.

Slept from 2-7 and I'm wide awake now. What a fruitful weekend. Not. At least I get to catch up on sleep :)

Before Dad, Mom and my brother fly off, I'd like to go hunt for some lavender foam so that I can enjoy myself in a tub filled with warm water and lavender scented foam. How greaaaat. Sweet Lord it's 3 a.m. already good luck to me and my 10 a.m. to 7 p.m. lecture!!

Geez.

Today I was a grouchy girl cuz I didn't have enough sleep. Last night, or rather till the extreme wee hours of the morning, I refused to sleep till I watch the whole of America's Next Top Model Cycle XIII. What's most interesting about this cycle is that it's solely for petite models 5'7" and under. Petite models for the win!! They make short people proud. I'm only standing at 5'3" and I know I can never make it to that competition but at least watching it makes me happy. Hahaha I didn't like Nicole initially but she turned out to be my favourite model!

Ugly ducking?

Lunch with Mom and bro and I got a pair of shoes and sandals! Home to nap but went into four hours of deep slumber. I am that tired! I just downloaded some games for my iTouch from the Apple store! Now I'm happygurlz_7.

Yesterday was Stats test and I thought it was quite doable.. except that I didn't have enough time to finish because my clumsy stubby fingers keep pressing the wrong numbers and I had to keep redoing the whole equation. So long, six marks! :'(

Met Ghee Woo Fei Fei at the airport for lunch and then to Expo for no reason. We girls wanted to kill time and then we proceeded to Ikea. Yesterday was....how do I say. I keep bumping into my relatives from the maternal's side! Not close to anyone of em so it was quite awkward when we bumped into each other.

K tired already. Should get some rest for church tomorrow!!

I look so chui these days. Need more sleep!!

Time to make a twitter widget. Yes/No?

Can't imagine how the days ahead of me would be like... I'm really very tired physically already not mentally. These days I depend a lot of caffeine to keep me awake. In other words, in a baaad way, it keeps me alive. Thanks to the teh peng I always drink and to the marketing project which makes me buy coffee from cafés all the time. Or else it wouldn't be too nice sitting there for an hour or so stealing information from them, right?

Today I did three projects in school. Brain dead. The moment I went home I isolated myself into my favourite spot in my room (I sound like some emo kid) which is, my bed. Curled myself up under my warm woollen blanket and in no time I found myself in dreamland. Too lazy to wash up even though I got caught under the moderately heavy rain but I don't care because all I want is to sleep but 15 minutes later my dad woke me up for dinner. Spoilerrrr~

2 hours of siesta after dinner because I really couldn't take it any more :( I think I'm still half awake sitting at this favourite little corner of mine blogging. I don't really feel like revising for my Business Stats test but I know I have to!

Graceee says:

*haha no lah it's okay

*i'll start revision at 1130

*:)

Joshua says:

*hahaha!

*i mean like

*i let you rest in peace lah.

*oh shit

*i made you sound like you die

*O:

*hahaha

★Graceee⃡ says:

*HAHAHA

I feel like my burden is much lighter and I think that's because for the first time I really spoke how I felt to people whom I'm close to or I trust.

Probably because I'm done and over with my impromptu speech for Public Speaking. One speech down, two-three speeches to go? I used to tell myself if I get to see Bill Gates one day, I'd throw eggs at him because I used to play a game, which is, the throw eggs at him. And then my whole body turned jelly when I saw my topic, "If I were Bill Gates..." And then when my tutor read out my topic to the class, they went "Wah jialat".

But I did fairly well, I think. Tutor even praised me!! Yay! My Public Speaking classmate Amelia makes an awesome chat mate because I think we can relate to each other quite well eh!! If you happened to read this, hi Amelia!!! :D

Apart from that I think everything else was alright. Could have been better if it wasn't raining and if I wasn't aching all over. Feels really terrible to be injured.

I GOT INTO MARKETING!!

I don't understand why even when the bad things are over, people are still harping over it and it really reminds me of all that shit that has happened to me for the past few days. Now, frankly speaking, I would like to go back to hidden-façade and customize some post that's happening to me recently. I'm 99% positive some people will chiong to my livejournal at this minute and add me as a friend to read everything. Sorryz I have die hard fans. Haha.

Feeling pretty r.... Oh let's save that up for livejournal k or maybe I'm too lazy to blog at another domain because it's freaking 1.40 in the morning and I have to get up at 7 later.

On a lighter note, yesterday's sunny weather got me kinda chirpy the whole morning and afternoon. But then again I feel r... I don't know, I feel like I can't say anything much here I can only blog about the happy stuff and only the happy stuff. I feel like I can't do some things in school. I feel like I need to hide myself not literally but I mean how I usually portray myself as the sunshine girl also known at the beach to someone solemn, serious and stern. All I yearn for is, Simplicity. Can't.....everyone just grant me that?

Yesterday I channelled my anger and frustrations on my volleyball. I called up my primary school teammate during lecture yesterday and she made time for me. While we were happily playing at one corner, a bunch of young guys came up to us and told us that they are five years our juniors. Our volleyball juniors, which they totally made a mess out of it after we agreed to play with them. And omg some of them are going to St Hilda's... Zzz. I got so frustrated, they backed off. I jumped and hit the ball with my greatest possible strength, and I fell right to the ground. My back hurts so terribly. It rained so heavily that Ping and I seek shelter at a pavilion. Talked about the old days for an hour or so and I felt much better.

AND I totally forgot about my Public Speaking Special Occasion speech draft which is due this week! Now you know the reason why I'm sleeping so late today :(

It's past 2 a.m. now and I'm so sleepy. I feel like I'm gonna collapse like say, in another five minutes' time. Today I dare say I slogged my guts out trying to absorb the Organizational Behaviour notes I'm copying and doing my tutorial for that module diligently. And then the next thing I knew, it was midnight already. I came online, I did quite a bit of marketing and am feeling very satisfied now.

But hang on.

I still have four other projects to touch on apart from this, which makes it five. Yep yep, I'm already feeling the stress but this is not gonna kill me because Marketing revolves around projects and vice versa. Not gonna complain. Not gonna complain. As stupid as it may sound, all these are all good for me. Good for me. I need sleep. Goodnight to You, Me and Jellybeans.

Today was such a busy day!

Nope, I didn't go to church this morning. Didn't go for my cousin's tea ceremony as well because I reckon it'd be quite, err....boring.

Made my way to City Hall, for my God Grandma's 71st. Whoops I got that wrong I thought she turns 80 today :O I felt so out of place. Not because God Grandma's wish was to sit with her grandchildren, including us, but more of....how do I say? I mean like when you see a bunch of senior citizens you'll expect them to speak in their respective dialects or Chinese. Today, seated amongst us were retired old professors, doctors, lawyers. They are good friends of my god grandparents. They were talking about travelling, geography, history and the arts and journalism in perfectly fluent English. So then when God Grandma asked me to eat more wasabi prawns which was damn hot, I said "wo bu yao". She tilted her head and stare at me blankly.

As I made my way to find the toilet, I walked past other private rooms. One of the rooms really caught my attention. There were five tables. Those who were seated there were.....filthy rich social elites looking snobbish and arrogant. But it really changed my perception of them when I saw them laughing heartily.

Lunch was a feast and so was dinner. Had to attend my cousin's wedding dinner in the evening. I felt so bored I started sipping red wine alone at the table because everyone went to the loo. My cousin from the other table kept toasting to me so I kept drinking. Felt slightly light headed and bloated so I didn't have dinner. I'm damn hungry now!!

Cousins

Cousins + Maternal grandparents

It's 2 a.m. already! Just less than two hours ago I got back home so lethargic. So much so that I don't even want to take a shower despite having steamboat with the smoke blowing into my direction at times. I think I'd reek of chicken stock and ma la soup :O

This morning I struggled to get up, forced myself to leave home though I didn't want to... I soonpa I was really feeling so blardy cold this morning I kept sneezing and coughing. Tampines' Starbucks and Coffee Bean > Vivo's 3 outlets of Starbucks, 1 Coffee Club, 1 Pacific Coffee Company, 1 Coffee Bean > Orchard's Coffee Bean and Starbucks.

I think these few days I'm over caffeinated I get very sleepy. Must be the reverse effect of having coffee to keep yourself awake. I'm odd like that and I don't know why. After project meeting at Orchard Ion I was left with two hours. Didn't really know what to do cos I was trying to saveeeee up. I got tempted. I gave in. I entered Zara simply because Mom asked me to buy something for her but I ended up buying an additional velvet jacket for myself. Omg I'm in love with my jacket because I can bring it to school on rainy days and hug it to sleep. Too soft to be true!

Met Spaz at Bugis for steamboat! I still think I can crack an egg properly just that I need more practice... All these while I fail at cracking eggs when I'm having steamboat because I scared of fire :'(

Pictures were better blurred on Friday because I looked super chui!

"Hello we are students from Business School. Would you like a car wash?"

"Would you like to wash my bus? -.-"

"Hello we are students from Business School. Would you like a car wash?"

"I only have two cars. There!" (Points at both legs) What a thing to hear from a lecturer.

"One leg six dollars two legs twelve. Free Waxing."

Today was CCN day! Was coughing the whole night + slight fever and thought of skipping school but the thought of washing cars for CCN day just.....excites me!!! Because I have never washed a car in my life. Because I never bother to wash dad's car. Never. Hahaha whoops. Today, yes today! I finally broke my record of not washing cars. My class washed about 20+ cars today and we were all beaming and feeling very accomplished cept for my back walau walau I don't like to chilly weather because it makes my back so pain. And yet I know, I can't give a GL face though I am feeling so much internal pain deep within that my legs went numb but so many things are happening I just need to put on a smile and bear with it. I remembered what the doctor at the sports medical centre once said to me "If your legs are feeling numb, go to A&E straight away because it means that part of your broken spine has hit on the nervous system....."

Ok lah it wasn't that baaad because 1 leg went numb only. And looking at the crowd, I was too lazy to make a trip to the hospital.

Am so thankful for Venus who's always there to hear me out. Not to forget, my classmates!! Love all of you!

K lah toward the end of the way I was feeling much, much happier despite the pain. Damnnnnn happy right now hehehe!

Pics up next time I'm too lazy!

Happy Birthday Woo Mei Shan!!!

My....cousin!! This is the latest photo we took together which I guess it was quite some time ago. Hope you enjoy your sweet 17th with your dearest. -winks ;)

Homg I'm really very exhausted I've got another long day ahead tomorrowwww ohhh nooo... I just wanna lie on my bed and fall asleep. Right at this minute omg omg omg I am so deprived of sleep :'(

Sighz I almost got a heart attack today thanks to the impromptu speech given during Public Speaking tutorial. Tutor already gave us a topic initially and we planned our speech. We were nervous kids but the thought of it even at this point of time still gives me the jitters. Just then the tutor said, she's about to give another speech and that is, the real speech we're supposed to plan for. And we were only given TWO minutes to plan it. My heart dropped. Skipped a beat. Almost stopped.

Not only that I got so frightened when my iTouch went faulty. I mean...it's kinda brand new given that it's just two weeks old so young so fragile I could consider it as my baby. But I thought, I can't be that suey right of all the iTouch made in the Apple Factory I got the malfunctioned one. Decided not to head to town to get it repaired cos my lazy ass refused to get out of the house. And I decided I should just reset it. Lo and Behold it worked! So now my baby has recovered!

Now Ghee Woo just called me and I really wanna meet up with her tomorrow. School ends at 1!! But projects are such killjoy.

Miss you lots wor Ghee Woo Fei Fei hahahahaha