My class is so bonded. If only I could freeze time because I love 4G so much. On second thought, I don't really want to grow up. Growing up = more responsibilities + more sensible daughter + better sister + more wisdom + ...

Oh look at the pictures, we celebrated Mr Bakar's 33rd birthday in the chemistry lab today. After school was POA remedial and met up camp friends, natalie and weizhi. Headed to Hougang after that. Skipped past of my Amath tuition to attend a wake. Well, it was heart wrenching.
Life is short. Not.

Recently I've been given a title naming,
Ms I-had-subway-three-days-in-a-row.

Vj's open house was for the sec2s. We were so bored that we went to the library to study. Didn't really study and now I know why mom don't let me go out and study with my friends. Yay, but I had so much fun with Nadia, Jul, Szeern and darling Emma. Nadia was so funny. HUANG SHANG JIA DAO and WAN SUI WAN SUI. If I ever get that video, I'm gonna post in on youtube. Hahahaha!♥
Sunday was tuition, and mugging for SS. I think I really screwed up the whole paper because I never passed SS in my whole life, except for last year's common test 2.

My left hand was practically dead after 3 papers today. I went through hell because I wrote too fast and my hand was in pain. Luckily I took my pills :D

Had lunch with Gladys at Qiji. Hahaha I think the food there is really yummy. Curbs my craving for subway meanwhile. I don't wanna be a subway freakkkkkk D:

Waiting to get up bus 72 when there was this girl who was waving frantically at my direction. Didn't occur to me that she was waving to me! It took me quite a while to recognise her. My neightbour! She lives just next door and she just rebonded her hair. She's secondary one this year and I don't even know which school she's studying at, until I saw her school uniform today. NANYANG GIRLS HIGH.

I used to play Barbie dolls and cycle with her with our pets in the basket with her almost everyday, and I was her playmate.

There was this AHS girl talking to her. 'Who's that st hilda's girl you're talking to?'
'My neighbour, and stop being so mean.'

KAY, Jovy and Arjun came to my house to study after that.
I was telling her that torres looks like a giraffe. I support Arsenal only :D
Arjun finally got to see me really retarded. I did stupid things and ah, we hit the gym while Jovy went to swim.

Yay Chinese listening compre was alright, I managed to passssss :D Kudos to that.
Drew a picture for Jul, and kept singing 'bleeding love' because on my way to school, someone was blasting 'bleeding love' on her phone. Emma kept singing 'Apologize'
I was almost late for school again, thanks to SBS, seriously. I was late last week and I was late for school for the very first time since I started schooling. Anyway, I'm starting to love 4G more each day.

Lunched with Gladys, Fahmi and Fikril happened to see us there, and went home with Fahmi. Had an interesting conversation with him. Fahmi, AHEM.

BYE I shall take a catnap now.

Open house @ VJC tomorrow, with classmates! OH I can't wait! Kay I know I'm not capable to get into VJC, but I just to see for myself, how stressful it can get. And oh, their silent muggers' syndrome.

Yeah baby I'm feeling so accomplished because I finally understood electrolysis, and I hope I won't screw up my chemistry test tomorrow. Not forgetting Chinese oral. Hope some lenient teacher takes 4G. Please, please, pleaseeeee.

Oh what a killjoy. Exams are coming up, and I've lotsa things to catch up on. God bless me. Time files and come to think of it, it's only a matter of 2 to 3 months left, excluding holidays and stuff, before the O levels. I have a feeling I'm still in Wonderland. Someone, wake me up, tell me the consequences and stuff to scare the hell out of me please. What I need most is motivation and encouragement. I'm exhausted, of mugging. And somehow I wonder, I still have another 6 good years to study before I enter into the real world. 6 years, I imagine myself after post-secondary education and entering University. I imagine myself receiving a first class honours from Yale University. Or perhaps Oxford. Dream on, yeah. I know my limits and there're people much, much better off than I am academically. I can't wait to grow up, but I want to live life as a teenager. I want to be a child enjoying the best of my childhood, but I want my freedom and fun. Oh what contradiction.

Time is not on my side, so I must tell myself to make the best out of it. I must learn how to treasure the time left, to study, and then feeling accomplished at the end of the day. Go Grace! :D



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Hi!
I'm most envious of Gladys' Anna Sui Collection of mirrors, combs, brushes, glosses, moisturizers, perfumes, cases and more. I like the scent of Anna Sui's fragrance. I love it, it's like nicotine :S Not as in the one in ciggies but it's like so fragrant you just want moreeeee D:

I WANNA FLYYY TO THE MOON because I didn't screw up my conversation in English oral. Kudos to that! :D

My week was horrible, though. There're too many of it and I don't think I want to elaborate it here. It's in my lj, go read! But it's friends only. So do add me :D

Off to count sheeps before tuition at 8!

You Are An INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. In love, you truly see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow. You enjoy relationships as long as they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation. At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable

What's Your Personality Type?

You Act Like You Are 21 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life. You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones. But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does. You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

Yay, because it's half day tomorrow :D
Pictures taken with Rachelg!

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

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Oh did I tell y'all that I sang in church last sunday?
Not among the crowd of course, singing on stage with 2 other sec4s!
Pretty scary. Used rachely's glitterly eyeliner and I think it's so cool.
Hell yeah. It's so pretty and I've been trying to look for one at Far East.

Went to Far East on Monday and got a dress for the Impressions 9 concert with Amanda Chong, Adaleen, Jovy, Rachelg and Julianne. In other words, clasmates. Shopping with them was soooo fun :D I really enjoyed myself. But I felt so guilty after that because I was supposed to study. Maybe I should give myself a break by rewarding myself with shopping with classmates and friends :D

Jovy and Rachelg decorated a glass bottle filled with gummies and hershey's kissables and gave it to me. It was so sweeeeeet of them and I wanted to kiss them on the spot. Hahahaha!

Yesterday, we had 2 test, of which one was a surprise test. Caught unprepared but I got 8/10. Geez I'm really happy about that until I saw my classmates grades for the test. all 9s and 10s. So I'm kinda lousy. Abandoned remedials and headed to Jacks Place for lunch. Saw Sylvia! Miss you hun! Kinda miss trainings because I'm getting fatter and I do not have the motivation to exercise, but volleyball kinda force me to do so. 2 months mc, and that means I'm exempted. No volleyball trainings, no NAPFA. And there's a reason BUT I'M NOT TELLING HERE. I ONLY TELL MY LJ FRIENDS. HAHAHAHAHA. Y'all can add me at hidden-facade.lj

Yes and there was another surprise test today. IT WAS A REVISION OF SEC 2 WORK AND I SCREWED UP and yeah you could say I was on the brink of tears because it's supposed to be the basics, the foundations. D:

I hope there won't be any more surprise test. I'll get a heart attack or something.

Kay I'm gonna nap, and go for Amath tuition. Extended by another hour and a half. AND THAT MAKES IT THREE HOURS. Goodness gracious.

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