hello :D
its the last day of the year, how sad.
anw,happy birthday shanice! and happy birthday to my 2 year old cousin in London!
sighs, hope to see my cousin from London soon :D
hahahaha

woke up at 9 today.
and i still set 5 alarms fearing that i couldnt wake up early to make enquries.
i needed to re arrange my tuition and stuff.
and they're closed D:

went to raffles to meet up with mom for lunch.
went to the asian restaurant.
the way i've been eating during the hols really scares me
LOL.
come school reopen, i wont dare to take my height and weight.

went back to tampines, bought some stuff and went home :D

and now, 2007 is coming to an end.
im really very saddddd D:
cos i like 2007.

reflections of the year, hmmmmm.
I HAVE BEEN SLACKING THROUGHOUT THIS YEAR
I LOVEEEEEEE MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR 7TH DAY OF THE 7TH MONTH ON THE 2007TH YEAR, AND FALLS ON LIVE EARTH DAY.
I HAVE BEEN ATTENDING TRAININGS FAITHFUL BUT LOOK AT WHAT HAS HAPPENED D:


anddd, new year resolutions,
I MUST LEARN TO WORK HARDER AND SCORE FOR MY Os.
PLAY LESS
GROW TALLER.
I MUST LEARN TO BE MORE FEMININE AND DAINTY. (my mom says im rough)
LEARN TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY FAMILY
BE A GOOD GIRL, AND BE OBEDIENT






OH I TELL Y'ALL
7TH JULY 2008 IS A SCHOOL HOLIDAY, IN LIEU OF YOUTH DAY.
YESSSSSSSS!
and come to think of the Os, im really scared.
just a matter of 2 hours to the new year.

had to go to church super early today.
went for our last practise, then sung for 2 services.
very tiringgggg D:
and i was grouchy >:(
dizzy and tired.

went to tampines mall for lunch, with family.
then had ice cream at swensens.
dad and bro went home, mom and me walked around.
and somehow, we landed up in some body wellness shop.
i went for facial, mom went for spa
hahahahahahaha
so tired, and i just fell alseep.
and the session ended so fast, cos i was sleeping D:


and oh, i wanna get a no-degree specs.
so coooooool :D

early this morning at 1am, we were still singing at kbox :O
reached home at around 2am, washed up, and talked on the phone till about 4am.
with shanice.

went for training today.
asked for early release at 12, cos i wanted to say goodbye to nicole and bianca.
first time i ask sir, he said: if everbody does this, you all dont have to come for training alr. -continues reading his papers.

second time i asked, he shrugged his shoulders and walked away.
hahaha. was rather pissed off.
i asked for about 1 hour early release.
what is one hour as compared to a few years?

third time, i asked him at 12 exactly, and it was successful :D
met yijia at tanah merah mrt, then went to airport.
talked to cousins for awhile and they went off D:
yiying joined us. roamed around the airport till 6.
sent aunt and matt off.
but i didnt send them off right to the gate.

I MISS MY COUSINS
texted them, and hope they'll reply me when they reach aussie.
i should have stayed a little longer or so huh.
went for shanice's bbq party with singyee.
and everything went well.
shanice's parents gave me a lift home.
thanks :D

slept till 11am.
hahahahaha.
then ate abit, and slept till 1pm.
really very tired D:
then met up with yijia at tampines mrt, walked around, and bought bbt from sweettalk.
then met up with nicole, bianca and matt.
they saw us with bbt, and wanted too.
so they told the person they wanted hitaro milk tea.
HAHAHAHAHA.
super funny, those ppl working were china ppl, so they didnt understand.
hitaro means yam.
and they totally didnt understand.
so finally they got it right.
nicole had to say yam milk tea.
lol.

then went to my place to swim.
the water was so cold.
matt pushed me into the water >:(
hurrrrrrr!
swam for awhile, then we went to the sauna.
it was burning. 63 degrees.
came out feeling cold.
and my skin is great now :D
thanks to the sauna.
heh.

so tired now D:
but im gonna kbox, cos my cousins will be there.
they'll be leaving tmr :( :( :( :( :(
i dont know when will be the next time i'll see them.
9 to 12mn
so i'll be back super late.
will post the pictures up asap.

'In or out of court, bench or not, you're still valuable to the team, there's no first or second, there's only TEAM. It isnt always smooth sailing, but after you've gone through this ordeal that you deem too difficult, too tough, too heavy to carry, you will not become weaker, you will become stronger, everyone are heroes in their life, theres no main or not. there are only winners and losers, losers are the ones who give up. we have our own roles to play. small or big. main or not. you'll always give your best cos you'll have to work from small.
Always have this heart that you are new in this role. with this heart and attitude, you'll get past all ordeals, even if you dont get affirmed, theres always another day, because you alr gave in your heart and soul.
So now i wish you the very best, in the year 2008, no matter what role you're given. I believe you can do it. and lets work hard tgt,
Grab the chance when you have one. JIAYOU baby! loveyou.'


Eleanor wrote this to me.
THANK YOU SWEETHEART! ♥
LOVE YOU!
that's so sweet of you.

waited for the bus for so long.
flagged a cab, then 293 camed -.-
wasted, my money.
shucks.


sigh.
today's training was rather disturbing, for me.
it took me so long to pull myself up, and think positively, when i was announced i was out of the main 6.
i was still thinking i could buck up and work harder.
but my coach simply drew the line clearly.
the confirmation he made, was me changing partners during my warm up.
seriously, upsetting.
yeah my current partner is shanice.
and when we did the warm up, i couldnt help looking at my previous warm up partner and the one whom switched with me.
i was sulking big time, shanice said this:


拿得起,放得下


yesyes, seriously made some sense.
went numb for a moment, then choked emotions.
since i have the guts to take up that position, i also must have the guts to let go gracefully.
as much as i want to play, others do too.
but i cant accept that fact that i'll be receiving prizes that dont belong to me.
it isnt my hard work, its just victory that dont belongs to me.
so what can i do when confirmation is made clear?

had friendly with bukit panjang govt high.
out of the 5 sets, i only played a set.

gah, i shall not say any further.
since he wants it this way, i cant say anything.


anyway, after training, shanice and i met alfi, johan and moses.
alfi got me adidas jacket, diva necklace and cotton on top.
thanks alfi, they're lovely :D

lunched at kfc, then went home :D

my dad has got facebook :O

hello!
happy boxing day :D

slept sooooo late, early this morning, parents woke me up to have breakfast with them at ikea.
they're off today.
had breakfast there, then walked around. bought a mirror for my room, and wanted to fix it as soon as we got home.
apparently the mirror was too small D:

went to chinatown for lunch, then visited my maternal grandparents.
played wii again :D
and napped at their place before leaving for ikea.
got a bigger mirror, and yayyyyy, its in my room now :D

went home, rest, and went to compass mall's swensens for dinner.
reached home at about 10plus.
tired D:

HELLOOOOOOO!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
i love christmas. i love my presents.
went to uncle's house at buona vista.
had a great time with my relatives, esp cousins!
yay, going to vivo with yiying, yijia, nicole and bianca on the 28th :D
and my uncle made a swimming pool behind his house.
sheesh.
left their house at abt 4 plus.
dad sent me to the nearest mrt, then mrted back to tampines.
went to deanna's house for christmas party!
fiona, xinying and peilin were there too!
glorianne joined later :D
and deanna got WII for christmas >:(
i'll try to convince my dad to get one.
hahahahahahahaha!

had dinner at her house. dinner was great!
did so many things.
thank you for the presents, spastics!
sorry, i forgotten to bring my present :/

after dinner, played some sort of game. i dont know what's that
forfeit is the peck people on the cheeks, and drink.
LOL.



forfeit


forfeit


fighting over quilt

random pictures from navcamp.

hellooooooooo
woke up at 10 plus.
brother and i went to raffles to meet mummy for lunch :D
then she went back to work, we went back to tampines.
back at tampines mrt, brother was like:
jie you gonna shop right? okayokay byebye.
-runs away from me before i could say anything.

but anyway,
walked around and got presents(:
lol.
back now.

there's gonna be a celebration tonight :D
dad's gonna buy red wine :O


painted my nails lavander yesterday, just for this festive season :D







Santa baby, slip a sable under the tree, for me
I've been an awful good girl, santa baby
So hurry down the chimney tonight

Santa baby, a '54 convertible, too, light blue
Well I'll wait up for you, dear, santa baby
So hurry down the chimney tonight, yeah

Think of all the fun I've missed
Think of all the boys I haven't kissed
Next year I could be just as good
If you check off my Christmas list

Santa baby, I want a yacht and really that's not a lot
I've been an angel all year, santa baby
So hurry down the chimney tonight

Santa, honey, there's one more thing I really do need, the deed
To a platinum mine, santa honey
So hurry down the chimney tonight

Come and trim my Christmas tree
With some decorations bought at Tiffany's
I really do believe in you
Let's see if you believe in me

Santa baby, forgot to mention one little thing
A ring
And I don't mean on the phone, santa baby
So hurry down the chimney tonight

overslept.
had to cab to church. gosh, the meter fare jumped very fast.
hate it D:

today's boring.
-yawns.

well, tmr i'll be meeting mom at her workplace for lunch :D
and i hope i can do some christmas shopping.

yeserday
getting out of bed was a chore cos if aches.
i tell you, the pain is excruciating D:
but anyway, parents were off from work, and lunched with god grandparents.
mom and i went to orchard to get out stuff.
and then i banked in my pay cheque already!
and withdrew half of it.
went shopping but i couldnt find any size that suits me.
not my day huh.

then went home, rested awhile and met the rest at church.
went to watch midnight movie
watched alvin and the chipmucks again.
OMGOSH the movie is super cuteeeee!
reached home at around 12.30am.
slept.

today
woke up early for training.
so tired D:
trg wasnt that tiring as i thought.
phototaking session! then trained a little.

went home bathed, lunched and went to church
SANG CHRISTMAS CAROLS!
omgosh, we all sang english, chinese and hokkien songs.
that is so not me. lol.
i cant believe i was singing chinese and hokkien songs :D
had pizza for dinner, and gift exchange :D
yayyy and i like my present!
home at 10 plus.
im tireddd D:

training seem really sucky.
just 8 more trainings to east zones. by just looking at how i perform, i can NEVER get back my position.
i really dont know what to do.
stupid cramps, accompanied with cold hands and feets during training sucks.
sir was just critising me in one way or another, during the match. i really gave my best shot while im unwell you know.
what to do?
physical training was hell.
did until my knee went so weak.
so weak that for the rest of that day i couldnt walk up or down the stairs.
so weak that i fell down 6 times.


after training, abrie, tinghui and i went to bubble tea.
then got my shorts after that, went home to bathe.
went to maternal grandparents' place for some celebrations.
and shoosh, cousin's psle results qualified to get into RGS.
what i loser i am in life.
no vb achivements, no academic performance.
now i feel sorry for my parents.
i can just dig a hold and bury my head underneath.
lol.
butbutbut. i had a fun time there.
played Wii sports.
there were tennis, golf, bowling, boxing.
sheesh, so many games lah.
hahaha. hope to go there soon(:

woke up at 11.30 today. found out about smt.
spoilt my morning.
met tinghui and abrie for lunch at the community centre.
then went home, rest awhile and went back.
played match with the senior boys this time.
woahhhh, i spike, shuang mannnnn :D
hahahaha
i think abrie, tinghui and i go back pcs can become superstar already.
horhor?
lol.

at night, went to church for rehearsal.
sang and sang. there's one fat lady. so tempremental. hate it.
she just grabbed me by my waist and move me as if im a robot.
and she did that when i was singing.
sheesh!
we all didnt like her.
hahahaha.
then there's this man, held the microphone and say,
the girl in yellow (which is me), yes you, you have a sweet smile, so smile more.

HAHAHAHA
SO FUNNY CAN?!
burst out laughing and blushed :/
shy! LOL.

yeah, and sang until 11plus.
had a lift from one of the church members.
thanks!
reached home at about 11.30.

gah, im tired, and i have training tmr.
and tmr's a public holiday D:

I bite, so be careful(;

Hmmmm
I dont like today's training. I have no idea why.
Perhaps i wasnt on form D:
But anyway, after training, went to lunch with Tinghui, Yanglin and Shanice.
Abrie joined in.
Later, Abrie, Tinghui and I went back to poi ching.
Played match with the junior boys. They're 6 years younger than me.
First set, Tinghui, Abrie and I played with them, 6 on the other court.
We still managed to win :D
Then come second set, I served until 16-0, then had to stop cos there isnt any time left.
Hurrrrr D:
Well of course i felt good there :D
Abrie, Tinghui and I seem to have many things to talk huh (;
Went to the CC to get Tinghui's food, then went home, bathed.
Went out to meet my dearest spastics :D
Watchd Alvin and the chipmucks. Ahhhhh. They're sooooo cute!
You all must watch okay!
Lol.
Reached home at 10plus.
Sighs, I'm tired.
I GOT MY CHEQUE TODAYYYYYYYY :D

Hello.
Back from sir's house.
Today is such an unlucky day.
First and foremost, some stupid indian guy keep staring.
Thanks to Yang's and Shanice's bravery :D
Went to Sir's house. Lunch was great.
Turkey, ham, mashed potatoes.
Played sequence after that.
Dinner was steamboat.
Xinyu never like to say 'please'
so i grabbed her during dinnertime and wanted her to say 'please'.
ahahah :D
Went home heavy headed.
Together with yanglin!
Threw up in the bus :/ but luckily i had a plastic bag with me.
Headed to Safra's toilet, then 27ed home :D

Hello!
Great day today :D
Went to church, practise hokkien songs. Omgosh man.

After church, went home.
Aunty Mirabel, Nicole and Matt came over to my place.
Bianca and Rob left for HCM, Vietnam.
Played pool for a while. Then went for a dip.
Then went to the sauna.

Went to Clarke Quay for dinner.
Bill came close to 200bucks. Food was great!
I'm so amazed that I'm able to enjoy my food. I make a good food critic cos I'm very fussy when it comes to food :D
Eating halfway, Matt was acting like a young boy:
He wants a toy and claimed that Ken wants it. AHAHAHAHA
Damn funny. And when he got the toys he didnt want to play anymore.
Hilarious!

Walked around. Ken and Matt left for uncle's house.
Football match tonight. I heard Arsenal's playing.
Let's pray Arsenal wins?
:D

Heyyyy.
Wedding was omgosh, so great.
I've attended many chinese weddings, but this is the second western wedding i've been to. Hmmmmm.
Food was greattttttt.
We all had alot of drinks.
Played scissors paper stones with Yiying, Yijia, Nicole and Bianca.
Loser drinks a mouthful of wine.
Had 2 cups of white wine, and half a cup of red wine.
And i was totally RED.
This is when my stomach hurts from drinking, and getting dizzy.
Went to the washroom. Came back refreshed,more drinks, and food!
Lol.
Went for apple martini. I wanted 'sex on the beach', but it was 6 shots D:
Ehheheheh. I can drink man. Spastics! I promise i wont get drunk on Christmas :D
Promise!
Then took some alcoholic mango drink. I dont know what is that called.
And had a sip of some super strong wine that choked the hell out of me.

Pictures are below. There're more. I'm too lazy to upload them.