Friday, July 31, 2009

Overslept and rushed to crash other classes' POM tutorial so Lian and I took a cab to school. Wondered where all the girls went!! They skipped lecture but luckily Ivan and Lian accompanied me or else I will feel like a loser going for lecture alone.

Well today's Comm Skills mock test was....just alright. Think I was a little too tired so I just attacked the questions without much thought.

Heh so today I went to Melly's home for the very first time. My virgin trip. K I know I sound gross ha ha. So when I was on 196, I passed by VS. Smirked and thought to myself: VS you won't get any of my players. Get ready to roll downhill. Sorrry I think I veh bitchy here. Titus gave me a scoring slot this evening but I wasn't able to make it due to some personal reasons.

Melly's place was awesomely beautiful. Princess her bitch was such a darling and we the three girls Kerensa Melly and I talked by the poolside wih much intention to get a nice tan but the sun wasn't that strong. Dinner at Macs and wanted to collect the Hello Kitty toys for Yang yang but I was too hungry! :( Drank at Georges after that. Is that how you spell it? Gulped down like water and we played the 'I never....' until I reached the limit! Burped and peed then I felt better and went home feeling so tired.

My phone's wallpaper is so disturbing! From a nice shot at Sentosa to Melly looking like a filipino woman acting sexy HA HA.

Am going Sentosa tomorrowww!

I conclude that people in that area I went to eat and drink are freaky enough to scare people.

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

School is cool.

I think today was awesome and so was yesterday! Jolene drew hearts on my face and I enjoyed POM tutorial for the first time. Yes can you believe it! It is something I'm not very good at because there is so much so remember but so little time but maybe becaused I revised before the tutorial and I did my homework so yay!! Selena and I talked to the wall and many people started pointing at us and started laughing. Because the both of us dared each other to talk to the wall which has my Care Person's picture. It's not lik a piece of A4 size paper on the wall but it was a poster of my CP, the size could probably be three times our size so could you imagine how big is that....

Yesterday was also the Spaz Day! We all have been good friends for the past 3 years am I feel so blessed having all of you as my bestest bunch of friends everrrrr. Hope this close knitted friendship will last so long as we're all still alive! Ha ha omg sounds so cheesy but who cares. Yesterday I had a good talk with Fiona @ Pizza Hut and kinda finally came to my consensus. Mustered some courage to find time to talk to Mom about my decision and she really supports it. But as I talked I started to break down. After that I felt so much better and please don't ask me what is it because only Momsy, Spaz and some classmates know of this heh heh.

God has a plan for me.
And He does it in His time.


Today we donned on our formal wear and this time I have pictures! Melly and some spammed my camera with their photos (pouts) ha ha but I still love them. Am very happy to hear that I look more feminine with office wear but I still have to learn how to walk properly... When lessons ended and it was the all-girls picture.....

Liansheng: Ey girls! Please gather to take an all-girls shot.......Except for Grace!

K I know. My male classmates still treat me like a guy. This time I am determined to walk in a feminine way. I just realise tha I walk like a guy, really.

Crass
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Yay my CSA team!
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Girlz
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Guys
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AHHH MY BBB OWNS ALL OF YOU!!!
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Breast
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Jolene baby!!
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My security guards hehe
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Ungram
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Klassic
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Melly!
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Wenxin baby!
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'Hello?' 'Ya hello...'
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Ultimate bitch 101
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In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.


Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Praise the Lord I or rather, we, are done with Miro Economics project and presentation. Those sleepless night, those dry, panda eyes, those unsightly eyebags... Spent a good number of hours completing and touching up on my project.

Oh yes most of us wore formal wear today and we looked so smart hehe! I myself think I suit office wear too! But the fact that I have to wear my heels. I limped back home with aching legs and walked with legs open. Ungram sights but who cares. Comfort comes first doncha think so. I felt like I could die climbing 4 flights of i-don't-know-how-many-steps staircase with heels. Climbing 4 flights of stairs with havis is too easy a feat and talking about that I think I NEED to get another pair of havis. Like the edges are totally rounded anddddd they need more new friends on my shoe rack. Speaking of which my sandals will be collected tomorrowwwww!!!

Today I went for the alumni training and when I saw the number of people present at first, I thought 'What a pathetic training! Should have stayed at home to study!' but more people came late. A pity that I have to leave early to do my other projects. Seems like I should go back to the Do not disturb me I am doing my project-Mode again...

Haven't had dinner. It's too late for instant noodles so should I have scramble eggs with ham?

Monday, July 27, 2009

Have you ever loved someone, and is still struggling to give up?


.......actually it is more of a something than someone. Darn predictable...
Just moments ago I boarded the bus and pondered. Real hard. Random much but can't help it... Felt that no one will EVER understand what I am going through so I came out with a little analogy. Okay by now some people can't stop smirking at the screen and continue to mock at my misery. Go ahead. For the past two months or so I am stil thinking whether I should just give up or what. My family always say that I am a Jack of all trades master of none. I know so many things but I don't really excel in them be it musically inclined, academic wise or sports. Note: SportS not sport. Guess people will be irritated if i continue to blog about my dilemma but I can't help it either! It's been with me for the past good eight and a half years. One thing I do not regret about it is that I have a wide volleyball social network and am very proud to tell you that most of my friends are actually volleyballers. One of the hardest decision I have came across so far in my life. As much as I want to continue playing, there are a few things that are stopping me from playing.

Today's weather is chilly and so my spinal chord ached so much that I couldn't concentrate in class so hence I was pondering over this matter. Secondly my parents are not in favour of me to play volleyball any further because they are afraid that there might be further complications. Am supposed to head to the A&E department weeks ago because my broken and crooked spine hit my nerves which was linked to my leg and then my whole leg left so numb that I decided not to walk for half a day. Thirdly chiropractors mentioned that if I were to get pregnant in the future, chances of getting a miscarrage is so much higher, or rather the foetus in my womb will break my spine. Lastly the men seem to be enjoy looking at me picking balls.

Fishy's sick so I was supposed to take over her for scoring for the last minute but then again dad was not in favour because I will be coming home late for the whole of this week. Get well soon fishy me love you! Really wanted to do scoring with Venus but I think that studies comes first and gave my slot to the other Woo. 30 bucks < studies. I rather pay you 30 bucks to give me more time to study. This time I am very determined to mug already because I haven't been doing much revision.

Ba chor mee with the Breast after rushing through our web designing project. Breast slept at almost 6am in the morning just to complete the project!! K we are so happy that we are done with CSA. So we bid farewell to CSA for lyfe....

It is time for me to get a referral letter for my physiotherapy sessions again. This sucks.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Bloggerrrr! I will start to dislike you if you continue to malfunction. I will hop back to my livejournal.. So quick, recover!
So irksome when you're used to the same old nice format then now that you have to step out of your comfort zone to adapt to the malfunctioned version. Especially I get hot tempered these days because I am so sleep deprived. Ok not for today at least. After a three hour nap, I sang 'Top of the World' in my shower.

Yesterday I was dilligently doing my individual Economics project right till three in the morning still feeling very fresh because I took an eight hour nap and woke up at eleven pm. Am hopeful to do well for my upcoming presentations and I cross my fingers that I will not tumble/trip/fall down the stairs when I wear my don't-know-how-many-inches heels for my formal presentation this coming Tuesday and Thursday. On a sidenote I think my biological clock is so screwed thanks to projects. Projects take so much of my time that I don't have time to study in fact so I take is as a revision when I do my projects.

So today I went to church with the Bimbo and she showed me her video she made for POM. Darn hilarious Venus you did a great job attempting to commit suicide and you 'died' after that. Met mom for lunch and did a little shopping before heading home. I love my bed. So very much.

Oh ya anonymous friend requests annoys me till no end. Hates it when people add me without knowing me!
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Saturday, July 25, 2009

First and foremost I would like to apologize to my groupmates because I was feeling all weary and that made me grouchy :( Promise I won't be like that again!

So yesterday we surprised Geok Choo, my team's bible study leader with a bridal shower party and it was successful! Very, very successful indeed so we were all happy people. Tingling lured Choo out for a spa session and she readily agreed but didn't know we planned something for her! Made a game for her and she had to wear the veil we made for her all around plaza sing so she received many odd stares. She was supposed to complete the tasks which was to take pictures with four toddlers, find th exact same pair of glasses and pillows in the shops, drink bitter tea and asking married couples to give her some wedding advice and to have them written down on both her arms :D

Partied till 4 in the morning and at 3.30am I was still playing table tennis with the girls. At 4.15, Brenda Huixin and I were the first to get knocked out followed by I don't know who. Air mattresses were so comfy that I slept till 11 in th morning but it wasn't enough because for the past few nights I didn't have sleep so when I reached home at 3, I slept till 11pm. Just woke up and still in a zombie mood. My brain is not working. I refuse to think. I feel like eating brownies.

Pictures! More ungram photos on FB yay!

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