31st December, New Year's Eve.

I don't know how to feel about the year ending, or rather, a starting of a new year. My mind is in a whirl and actually the mixed feelings in me is getting me pretty....confused.

I am not anywhere near excited to welcome 2011 with wide open arms because I thought this year was one of the best in my life. Travelled quite a bit amidst the hectic lifestyle. Hong Kong with Mummy for shopping, Bali with the family, Australia with the Marketing people. Bangkok trip earlier this March with my cousins, was unfortunately cancelled due to the damn riots. Got a puppy.

Nothing bad, bad (like deaths in the family) really happened, made an awesome bunch of new friends & classmates, and lost some unfortunately.

One of them was due to a misunderstanding. Somehow I stupidly trusted one of my classmate in the freshmen year & I confided literally, everything regarding that matter but before I know what I said was leaked, another classmate came finding me and got the facts wrong. So which means either the person I told gave the wrong information and twisted the story or the guy misunderstood what I said. Anyhow I don't even think that guy ever reads my blog anymore. I've been wanting to clear this misunderstanding but dude, I never thought you'll take it so hard. And if, you're reading this, I didn't mean to hurt you & I think I myself was misunderstood.

Wellllllll, I really do treasure my friendship with every one of my friends even thought I hurt them unknowingly or even when they hurt me, intentionally or not.

But thank God I've got my bunch of best friends I can always rely on. Forever and always!

New year new beginning, that's just the mindset of many but honestly I don't think it'd make a difference anyway when the clock strikes 12, nor will we have a magical feeling with Tinkerbell sprinkling gold powder on us or whatsoever - you get my point.

Truthfully and honestly I dare say I am surprised and glad that I have made it this far already.

And this year I think I've changed quite a fair bit.

Like what one of my used-to-be close friend once told me, "In life, change is the only constant." True that, she changed too and chose to be with her new friends' side instead so.....

I guess change, IS really the constant. Gone were the days we used to not dwell in deeper thoughts and have fun.

The change in me be it in a better way or for the worse is not for anyone else to say but for the ones I cherish to decide. I think there are both the good and the bad side too.

2011 is at the door and I am constantly reminding myself, life is short, forgive quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret things that made me smile. I guess that is all I can do to welcome the new year :)

Christmas was awesome. Like every other 25th December, we would all gather together at Deanna's place for a Christmas dinner followed by gift exchange & lots of talking. But this year, few of us weren't present for the gathering so that makes it less quiet. Wished everyone was present...

Also for my paternal's side, all of us relatives would gather together on Christmas Day but this year it was an exception and we celebrated on Boxing Day instead. Came back with a bagful of gifts & that is why I love Christmas!!! :)

The Ghee & I! Today we shopped and it was a fruitful shopping trip ^^

Perry's Christmas present :) :) :)

Perry sniffing his new toy

He starts wrestling with Birdie

Perry 1 - Birdie 0. Perry wins!

Christmas Eve 2010 will be one of the most memorable day of my life.

Today, I brought back my little precious from the pet farm. A lovely Christmas gift from my parents :') I wouldn't say my life will change 'cause it sounds so exaggerated, but I would say it will definitely make me a more responsible person because now I am responsible for every of Perry's needs :)

And one of them requires me to COOK for him. Yes you saw it, COOK. And not those preserved canned dog food which is not very good for my pup.

K shall end of now but before I do, Perry wishes all of you

A VERY BLESSED MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥♥♥

LIBERATION!!!!! \m/

Well I think this break is darn right well deserved, at least for me. I mugged, mugged and mugged, that I forgot to have my meals, forgot it was bedtime, forgot everything so much that I had a very foul temper which I threw upon the ones I love. I'm sorry :(

BUT ANYWAY! I don't really care if I screwed up my Mid Sems. It's not that I didn't put in any effort or take the paper for nuts, but there are a 1001 careless mistakes I've made. Nevertheless, I have never felt so accomplished and was overwhelmed by joy because I did my best and had no regrets :) :) :)

So I got back my life. Late night Friday, snuggling under the covers the next morning, lazed the entire day, played with my pup. This is life, but short-lived :( Cauz this term break is only 2 weeks long (short). Reckon I'll have much fun cos there's just so many things to do...... EXCEPT FOR XMAS WHICH IS JUST A WEEK AWAY!!!!!!!

K anyway my classmates celebrated Jocelyn's 19th at Zirca last night and there were other marketers from the other classes too! Awesome fun! ^^

Went to get my nails painted & I'm lovin' it! This shade of red is special and it suits the festive season! Hehehe

The world is so small. Guess who I bumped into?

Today is the last official lecture of the school term, and tomorrow will be the last tutorial of the school term as well. How time flies!! My homies cleared their A levels, and I cannot imagine myself in Year 3 soon when I can hardly remember what I did throughout this period of time. I still feel like I'm a freshman in school, seriously!!!

But nevertheless it is almost mid December, and I cannot wait for Christmas!!! And I'll have to clear my Mid Semester Tests first before I can get to enjoy my mini break. I reckon I won't get much rest out of this break because it isn't really a time to let down my hair totally.

I know I've said this quite a number of times since Tuesday evening, BUT I'M GETTING A PUPPY THIS CHRISTMAS!!! And that little precious would make the BEST X'mas present, ever. Love you Dad, love you Mom!!! I'm collecting her this Saturday morning and I really cannot wait! The excitement is killing :) :) :)

Still trying to think of a suitable name for her! I chose Minnie, Dad chose Bubbles, a friend chose Cookie!!! Hmm

My puny brain feels like this now:

Which needs some ram and external hard disks. :(

And maybe a bit of cleaning up and defragmentation