Maybe not.


Yesterday was superb. I totally enjoyed myself at the beach despite the erratic weather and despite my terrible, terrible back injury. Got roasted yet drenched. Ripcurl beach volleyball tournament was an eye opener, at least to me. After advancing into the next round, to my horror, I got to know that I was about to play with my school's men alumni. You know, the ones with the red and green pin-ons nametag. But throughout the games I was having fun instead of being timid. Yay to that :)
But of course I got a fever as soon as I got home.

So tomorrow is study session with Ms Woo plus visit to the hospital for my injury.


Yaaaay Ern's friend is gonna order threadless tees in bulk (THREADLESS.COM IS SO MEAN. Ern was telling me they might mark up the exchange rates which means from 1.42 to 1.5. What a killer). I ordered four tops, just four. I wished I own the whole threadless wardrobe. I wish for so many more but I'll just make do with four. I'll make sure I go get more threadless and others after the exams. HA.

Anyway after the beach volleyball craze, I felt like playing volleyball so instead of calling my volleyballer neighbours (I have many many many neighbours who are volleyballers but I don't talk to them. Weird aye), I went to call my primary school friend. Can you believe it. My hand was itching to play volleyball so she came over at 6 plus and we played till 8pm. Caught up with her for a little while and was telling her about the ripcurl beach volleyball tournament's singlet. Size S is so big, so big that I can wear it was a mini dress. So I was wearing a mini dress to play beach vb yesterday :O

I'm feeling swirly whirly ditzy witsy. I don't feel good at all.

SO THIS MIGHT BE ONE OF MY LAST POST TILL THE O LEVELS.
I'm feeling really guilty about tomorrow's itinerary. It'd be so fully packed with matches, wow.
O's coming in another, uh, say 50 days? Shittttttttttt and upon hearing my results I was feeling so blue but there's nothing I can do to it. I can only work harder, harder, harder.
Like say English. I did improve but it's still shit.
Hopeless.

I HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE A SUNNY SUNSHINE DAY.

Catch me.
If you can.

Bye, off to Houganggggggg!

AM. BACK. TO. RANTTTTTTTT.
Look, why the hell did Brazil's volleyball team lost to USA's team? I don't get it. How on earth did that Giba banana lost the freaking last point, the game point, the GOLD MEDAL POINT? This is outrageous, totally outrageous. I see no reason why the best player in the world can make a silly mistake in suck a critical situation. Yes, human make mistakes but he's not a human. He's a giant. Am I making sense?

To me, Giba is the best player on earth that is why I have such high expectation of him. Well I must admit if I were to receive that spike I could have landed in one of the hospital's ICU wards, and it's obvious I CANNOT receive such a heavy attack because it is beyond my potential. What's more, I'm not worthy of receiving spikes from any of the players from the world's best volleyball team because they'll only be wasting their effort.

Oh shit, tell me why am I talking about this when I can't even live to my parents' expectations?

P.S. I will still go gaga over Giba Godoy.

Enough said, back to studies.

Yesterday I went through a series of ticklish sensations and moments of sharp pain. Much contradiction!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMANDA TEO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONAAAA!
我爱你们死了

HAHA my chinese sucks.

I'm in a dilemmaaaaaaaaaaa. To play or not to play.

The trip to the hospital yesterday was pretty interesting. I was rejoicing as soon as I heard that they promised not to give the injection. Oh my seriously, what a relief.
CT scan was something like a little tunnel. The nurses told me to close my eyes but a rebellious yet curious of side of me told me to take a peep since there's not much harm knowing what's around me and as soon as I realised what was happening, the doctors and nurses hurried into a room inside another room. Yes it was super radioactive, more radioactive than a normal x-ray which left me faint and strengthless I never once felt before. Luckily Jas was with me. After the scanning we headed off to another place to study and when I went home I kinda collapsed onto my bed and dozed off till the next morning, so that means I didn't study Amath at all. Wonderful :)

I get bored. I'm waiting to get into action in the volleyball court. Soon, I promise. As soon as I recover :)
I am exhausted physically and mentally. My grades are fluctuating like half of a cosine curve and God knows whether it'd go up. I wished the other half of my cosine curve will go up with an amplitude of infinity. I wished it was a positive exponential graph with an endless y-axis.

So long and TGIF :)

As of now I'll limit myself to entertainment and focus on my studies. Don't ask me why, you're asking the obvious.
I want to excel.

I want to.....
get the last laugh just like the picture.

P.S. Michael Phelps is so hot

This is what Emma and I do in class practically everyday, and there are more pictures to come. Wonderful, baby :)









BORED.

I miss.....
all of them
I hope that we'll get to play as a team tomorrow!

Preliminary examinations started of with Social Studies and combine science practical. I studied all four chapters but only one came out. So much for my hard work, but at least I still managed to do my paper. Darn I didn't manage to complete the paper because I took little breaks here and there.
Awww what a waste!
Ugh I shall take a nap now!

The week was alright except getting stucked outside my house for two and a half hours, just because I forgotten my house keys. Wow.
Ummmm it's already the 3rd of August and yes I feel accomplished because I memorized four chapters of social studies. Tell me I'm a genius!

Happy First of August y'all!

Hi school was great. I was supposed to be absent because I'm running a fever but I'm sucha good girl and I've decided I should push myself a lil harder and go for the extra mile. The cause of my fever is due to stress and lack of sleep so the doctor was telling me to throw my books aside just for once and I kinda over-reacted and rebel: NO I CAN'T

This morning, Paul was such a gentleman. He bought food up during recess today because he knew that I needed to take a bite before I could take my medicine. My classmates were teaching me how to swallow the tablet because the tablet is freaking big. Breaking the tablet into smaller pieces was hard because it is so thick! :(

Skipped SS after school lessons because I couldn't absorb anymore. Omg I felt so horrible but pressed on to get birthday presents for others with Gladys. Decided to go to Ikea after getting the presents to take a bite. Cooool I miss Ikea. Ikea's a stone's throw away from my place and it only takes 3 minutes for me to get there if I were to take a bus :)


Prelims, ftw.



Sometimes I'd like to stop by, open by eyes, and appreciate the good stuffs around me. Sighhhhhhhhh