Woke up a little earlier today to meet some of my classmates for breakfast but I ended up leaving home late because I lost my keys and I couldn't lock the door :( Took me quite a while to find my keys and by the time I left home, it was already time to meet, at White Sands. Then I couldn't get into the mrt because it didn't have enough value... So I had to bo back to withdraw money and top up and met the girls half an hour later. We cabbed to school after breakfast because we were late for lecture :(

Excel test today and I've got 12.5 out of 15. Am sad because I made careless mistakes but at least there's something off from my load of burden so I'm feeling relieved now. Am really scared of theory because theory is shit stuff.

Skipped my alumni gathering today because I feel that there is a need to study for my POM. Really need to do well this time round.

Grace
Meet my new friend Amirah
Grace the terrorist
Grace in the future. We were watching a youtube video on childbirth and it was HORRIFYING. I don't want to give birth anymoreee :(








THEY played with my webcam while I was awayyyy. hahaha

This morning I met some of my classmates for breakfast I think I was with Wenxin, Jolene, Daryl and Chun Kiet. Had a satisfactory breakfast before heading for school. Darshan our tutor for Comm Skills was pretty peeved at the whole class because we couldn't settle down and so he refused to teach until 12.30 when lesson was supposed to start at 12. Jolene got a text from a guy and we soon realized that the first case of Swine Flu is confirmed in Spore. Jolene then mentioned how to Swine Flu guy/girl was related to her. Scary :S

Jolene bought a new phone and got an E series phone!!! Melly owns a E seies phone too aww so pretty I cannot get my eyes off them. Too bad I just got my phone... just before poly started?

Today my classmates gave me a new name and that is 'Amirah' because I was just being playful. I took Selena's scarf and wore it was a tudung.

I had a really very sleepless night because I was trying to complete my Microsoft Excel project. I think I slept past 3. Was feeling really moodless in school today so it kind of affected my thinking during training, which I will tell y'all about what happened during training later...

POM tutorial. I really think that the tutor is really nice and if I don't do well I will disappoint her. And including myself. And my parents. It's never ending.

Then came training. Was pretty upset about what happened during training. Got whacked by the balls all over my body and face but that was bearable. Slided and fall and got abrasions and burns but that did not matter at all. I really did my best to go for every ball. Then my coach kind of raised his voice and mentioned that I have a slow reaction, and that I am very very lousy. He said that I cannot make the mark. He said that I am useless. When I was doing the drill and I couldn't pick up the balls which were aimed at me, he then raised his voice. That was the time I got whacked really badly and with all those comments, I found myself in tears. Tears. My first time crying during training. Not crying hysterically but I was sobbing. Wanted to go to the toilet to wipe my tears but I figured out that I might cry even harder and that the coach will think I am such an emotional person and will not let me play any further. So I used my smelly drenched-in-perspiration jersey and wiped it away. Then I had this sudden surge of new found strength in me and decided to work even harder. Spilled the beans to one of the girls that I have no idea how this rusty back of mine is going to last me.

During training I talked to this girl. She used to be my opponent and for one drills we were ballpickers. I jokingly told her that we should take a diploma in ball picking. We should be professional ballpickers. Ballpicking should be made another CDS/module.
Then I was chosen to get into court and play. I feel so small so little so lousy so useless. I want to quit volleyball but I have no ballz to do so. I really love playing volleyball.
Bumped into Ivan after training and so we walked out together. Told him about what happened during my training and he told me his too. Why sports cca so.... hiong?
Huh, I can't believe I'm getting myself upset over this matter when my exams are round the corner. Seems like I have to sacrifice beach volleyball this weekend... and tomorrow's alumni session. Need. to. study.
Rushed back home. Skipped dinner and supper to complete my project which is due this midnight. So on the way home as usual I put on my earpiece and put my songs to shuffle mode. It played 'No Boundaries'
Kinda comforting...

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want
But how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way

What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries

Pics during Comm Skills



Melly's Mac photobooth





more pics from Fiona's bro's slr

Am feeling very bone-weary. Today is my last chance for me to complete my CSA project. Microsoft excel I hate you. Today my course manager talked to us in the lecture theatre. He said that we all have to take somewhat like another module and I was thinking of taking either French or Psychology. I totally give up on Japanese Language because I took it as my third language in Primary 6 and I dropped it. For good. So no point taking Japanese Language all over again. I'm pretty keen on French. French is sexy. Haha k but I'm still deciding if I should take French or Psychology. Momsy prefers the latter while I was thinking of the former. Because the projects and assignments are far too overwhelming and we're all getting quite a rude shock, still. Maybe I'll take up Psychology next year and Sociology the following semester? It's still too early to say.

Am so thankful that the girls in my class were there to assure me and cheer me up in school today because of what had happened. Kept thinking it was all my fault but really, my class girlz are an awesome bunch. Thank you so much girls :)

My mid semester tests are up next week! Am feeling more comfortable dealing with Econs now but not for Principle of Management. Too much memory work to do and what's more, that will be my first paper!

A told me that Gossip Girl season 2 came to an end. Don't know if I should be feeling happy or sad because the hosting sites never fail to piss me off either because it loads too slow or it refuse to load. So thus I'm happy because all this unnecessarily things pissing me off will finally stop, temporarily. Am sad because I have no idea when is season 3 coming out :(



this picture.....very funny meh? why everyone laugh when they see this?




















Guess you've heard Susan Boyle getting into the next round of Britan's got Talent. Must admit that Susan Boyle has substance for becoming a worldwide sensational figure overnight. After watching this video, I thought she sang better in her previous song 'Çry Me a River'.
I think she sang out of tune at the very beginning of this song. Elaine Paige and Sarah Brightman totally own her in this song. The lead opera singer in Cats the Musical, Now and Forever, can sing ten times better than her. But then again it's quite an achievement for a 48 year old lady... And considering the fact that she has no experience in the music industry.


Kkk back to CSAAAAAA