I slept in till 1 in the afternoon. Don't think I ought to have such a good long sleep today because I have made plans to studyyyyyy. Didn't do much today other than sleeping, eating, completing my tutorials, sleeping, doing Econs past year paper, sleeping, eating and facebooking! Speaking of which I do not live in facebook and I am not a facebook freak! I really dislike facebook freaks lor it's disgusting to have these things ruling our lives. And it is SUCH a major distraction when we are doing our tutorials, lectures, projects.....go on and think somemore. The list never ends.


see this? Junya in the blue shirt?


THIS!!! IS SO CUTE! I WANT THIS but they only manufacture baby clothes and I want it so muchhhhh!




Should I go make one? Ha ha.

Happy 80th Grandma! I love you!
Thank you for taking care of me since the day I was born, walking me to kindergarten school everyday, buying my favourite fishballs and push pop for me to munch on after school, cooked really nice meals for me and most important for loving me!
I feel happy for Grandma when she was grinning from ear to ear yesterday. Could totally sense her joy as the four generations gathered to celebrate her 80th last evening.

Today after attending the church service with The Bimbo, met mom and we explord ion. I think it is somewhat like a titanic. The richer ones can shop on top while the normal ones can go hide themselves at the basements and stuff themselves with food from Food Opera (I think the food sucks) and other eateries as well. Soup Spoon for lunch and Food Opera for dinner. I promise never to dine at the food center again. Attempted to shop but couldn't find anything to my liking. My whole family or rather the three of us went shopping at Topshop & Topman except for my dad cuz he did not join us and each of us bought at least an item from there. Even momsy got a skirt! :D

Oh yes Happy National Day eveyone!
Who recite the pledge at 8:22 this evening?


Grandma and I



Omg just look at this. Dad carried little Junya. DID I TELL YOU I FELL IN LOVE WITH JUNYA'S SHIRT?!



Cousinz (Missing: Rendy + 3 cousins @ Aussie)



Family (Missing: Aunt Mirabel, Rendy + 3 other cousins)



Lard, Ghee and Fatz

Comm Skills test today!

Was lost for words for some questions asked in the paper such as 'If you were to givea presentation and meet up with hostile questions, what do you do?' and 'What are 3 measures to take note when you use audio visuals?' It is like English and yet it is not. How contradicting but I think today's test made me quite happy because it had something to do with my report. My group and I did a Comm Skills report on the unhealthly diet of teenagers consuming McDonald's. Totally spot on! More like it was by the grace of God that helped me :)

Am back from a birthday dinner from Jurong East and tomorrow is my granny's 80th! Had a early birthdat celebration because many predict that the restaurant will be packed with more people and there will be traffic jam so we decided to celebrate today! The sight of the bill scares me. You could never imagine how much was the cost of two tables...

Struggled to wake up again with swollen eyes. I wonder what's with me and swollen eyes, seriously! Eyes were so puffy that I could hardly open them, making me want to sleep during the POM lecture.

So far I think my individual essay earlier this year + group project is doing well and am hoping to ace this coming presentation on Friday I think. Am putting all my hopes on Comm Skills because I've been doing pretty well and am comfortable with the module but not for the tutor!! Practised our presentation, bistro-walk for lunch, and took a catnap after that. Am feeling happy today I don't know why. Oh yes I have my Summative test somewhat like a written report exam tomorrow. Killjoy, killjoy!! I want to catch Hangover, UP, and more movies. Realized that I haven't hit the cinemas for quite a while already. :( Any takerz?

A little joke for you!
A man and his young wife were in divorce court, but the custody of their children posed a problem.
The mother leaped to her feet and protested to the judge that since she brought the children into this world, she should retain custody of them.
The man also wanted custody of his children, so the judge asked for his justification.
After a long silence, the man slowly rose from his chair and replied...
"Your Honor, when I put a dollar in a vending machine and a Coke comes out, does the Coke belong to me or the machine?"

Right now I am sitting at my favourite spot in my room, which is, my bed, blasting the air conditioner and listening to Beauty and the Beast from my iTunes playlist. Wished this moment could last forever..maybe not forever but as long as possible. School's been pretty hectic. BA lecture got me on my nerves because I was so frusrated and annoyed with myself. I AM A STUDENT WITH ACCOUNTING BACKGROUND BUT HOW CAN I NOT KNOW!? WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS WITH ACCOUNTING BACKGROUND DO SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME?! Thoughts like this fuelled my anger in me and I wished I was a little more hardworking.

'What will not kill you, makes you stronger'

A song that best describes me now is I Hate This Part (Right here). I want Comm skills presentation to kiss my ass.

During our one hour break today, we had lunch at the engine school and I gave a really stoned expression when I was drinking ribena. Wenxin said I look like I give the 'You dare talk to me look?! Come lah, you die!' But seriously I think I have insomnia because lately I haven't been sleeping well and I cannot sleep until it is past two in the morning.

CSA tutorial today and I got to know my individual Excel marks. Only a B+. Again. Am a little demoralised but considered that I did better than most people... Actually I should not compare with my classmates but I should live and look up to my OWN expectations. Different people have different expectations afterall...right? :)

Training was rather fun today because my seniors invited my batch's male volleyballers to play friendly matches with us + Sir talked sense into me and I felt so reassured that I have made the right choice :D But as for next Wednesday..... Just so you know none of my primary school juniors DSA-ed into schools in the east like my school, NAS, VS, but are venturing into other schools in other regions. Mixed feeling about that but I relieve that my none of my juniors will suffer in VS. Sir is happy with my primary school juniors I have brought in but this year there is none! On a sidenote I think I played pretty well today! Except in court because I feel so stressed in court. Haven't felt like that in a very long time but after that I met Jad just for a while! To collect my gojane sandals!

I very lazy get referral letter from polyclinic leh. No referral letter = no physiotheraphy = you know what happens... Private clinic don't want to issue me referral letter. What kind of Hippocratic Oath did you recite! Why don't want give me my referral letter and save me the trouble of going into a polyclinic!!! :(





Now I know why my classmates say that I am very chor lor.

Was feeling very happy in school today but that happiness was short lived.... Is it just perfectionism that makes me unhahppy about my project grades or is it just me?

Darshan told one of my group members that our written report was the best among the other groups for Comm Skills then during POM, I realized that we topped the class in our projects again but it is only a B+!! We worked really hard for these projects but all we got was just a B, a 76.5 out of 100... But the fact that we did our best already, I have no regrets. At all. Groupmates taught me many things along the way. I can still remember the first time we met for projects, we were all reserved relectant little kids who dread going to school and it took some time for us to break the ice, then came the camwhoring session with our webcams, and now? Bonded like never before. So much so that we became BBBs ha ha :D

Am crossing my fingers that we will do well for the web designing project because I went through SO much shit. AM very, very proud of my web designing actually all thanks to the awesome Huiwen!!

I just received a letter from the mailbox and to my pleasant surprise.....



My current fav: Cassettes Won't Listen - Freeze and Explode

12.01 A.M.

My eyes are feeling dry and swollen. No I didn't cry! These few days I wake up with swollen eyes (beats me too) and an outbreak of eye rash on a Monday morning which made me have Monday Blues. I hate eye rash so much because.....it made me sit on the bench for that particular match with Pasir Ris Sec, or was it Junyuan? That was back in 2006. Oh well I miss those times.

I had totally no ball sense during training today. Balls flew past me and I couldn't hit/receive/catch them. I felt so half awake during training because I had a nice hour and a half nap and I was so reluctant to go for training but I'll hang on till this tourament ends! Not because my passion is dead but because my back really, really cannot support me anymore. Talked to one of my senior Jelly. Yes her name is Jelly. She thinks likewise too! I think anyone who hears of my situation will agree with me too. Have.to.wear.my.back.brace the next training. Not gonna be emo elmo and tell you how the pain feels like, like I just got slashed. I think I should better off be dead because the pain is going to kill me someday..... I know I talk no sense now because it is 12.09 A.M. and I am so exhaused because school and training drains out my energy, aaaaaand! I still have POM tutorials to complete and Econs to revise. Some ask me how does the pain in my back feels like... It feels like I don't know how to explain either but till the extend that the pain disrupts my sleep. Bad enough? I can't toss and turn in bed and sleep like you guys normally sleep.

Senior might be planning a friendly match against TP next Friday. It is gonna be so.......awkward. I don't know. I will just do my best like how I do in court.

Bye!

Yesterday was the first day of University. AM SO GLAD THAT NO ONE IN THE NEAR FUTURE WIL GO 'Someone tomorrow got school, feel the Monday Blues! Go home and be mummy's girl, we don't need you to play beach vb with us until so late....'

Had a short half an hour chat with Venus on the phone and omg I don't know why I feel darn happy. Won't want to tell you all what is happening because it is between the both us only. Luv you Venus!

Day 1- Wearing my back brace all over again in school. Feels so restricted...

BA tutorial today and today I have emotions like a roller coaster. Not that I cried or anything else but the cliché saying 'All good things come to an end' keeps coming to my mind. Like how I used to comfort my ex classmate after she gracefully stepped down from her President title in the Student Council.... I sang 'All Good Things Come to an End'.

Had brunch, hang around the interchange area with Breast and Selena and I bought 2 bottles of nail lacquer. Spent some me time alone painting my nails cotton candy hot pink and creamy baby blue. Love it!

I THINK I ROCKKKK MAN I AM AN A MATH FREAK look at this FB quiz! This quiz is blardy easy, go take!

Hi today I felt sick and I think it is because I went under the sun for quite a while yesterday. Haven't been in the sun for quite some time that is why I am not used to the heat. Uhhhh had to skip church (Sorry Venus!!) make it up to you another time!
Slept all the way till 1 in the afternoon, did my tutorials and I realized I have not banked in the cheque I have received from the AYG games so here it is! K this might be peanuts to some but I can get some of my stuff with this amount of money. Definely not enough for the things I reaaaaallllly wanna get. Oh man and oh yes I saw this girl a few years older than me just yesterday. She was wearing this very pretty pair of yellow havianas which I have not seen before. One of a kind! Am hopeful to get it soooon oh man I need to shop. I am such a fugly frog in the well... Have yet to visit the ION mall @ Orchard.

Today again my back hurts so much for no reason! Haven't brought this matter up to my parents if not they will ban me from playing vb. Speaking of which, my tournament is coming up soon with the first match on the 15th August, with SIM. This tournament is made up of teams like NUS, NTU, International Kakis, Tanjong Pagar CSC, SIM and many more.... And my team is called Saint Hilda's Secondary HA HA we sound so small! But it's ogay we're all doing this in the name of fun. Fun!



So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failures,
Fill my life again.

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in,
Now I surrender.

Breakfast at Chinatown today with my family! Brought back much memories when I was still living at Tiong Bahru with my parents and my grandparents. Used to have breakfast at Chinatown every Saturday morning without fail. Nice to see the PAP still there because I believe the last time I went to the Chinatown for breakfast was 10 years ago. When grandpa was still alive, he loves the breakfast at Chinatown. :'( Today I had his favourite breakfast as my breakfast.

Dad drove past St Matthew's Kindergarten!! I can still remember my all time favourite teacher Ms Chow. Hehe. I used to be a tall baby!

There was, supposingly a big AYG gathering today but because there is is beach vb competition at Tanjong beach, many had do be referees and scorers omg how sad is that. But it's okay.... the four of us had our share of fun still. Didn't really play ball today because my back really hurts. Think the condition of my back is really getting worse each day. Sat and stoned at the beach partly because I am so tired. Wanted to give the gathering a miss cuz I was sooooo exhausted from all the shit stuff at school. Projects projects lectures tutorials lectures tutorials, waking up at 7 in the morning, back aching. So. not. cool.

Headed to Café Del Mar to chill out and I should not see things I should be seeing like couples in the pool touching each other like nobody is there. Gross!!! Ew.

So right now I am fussing over my tanlines. Just made another tanline over the previous one and omgz it is damn ugly!!! I want to go Sentosa again.

We can swim on sand.


Del Marrrrrr

Punch cocktail is nize

Overslept and rushed to crash other classes' POM tutorial so Lian and I took a cab to school. Wondered where all the girls went!! They skipped lecture but luckily Ivan and Lian accompanied me or else I will feel like a loser going for lecture alone.

Well today's Comm Skills mock test was....just alright. Think I was a little too tired so I just attacked the questions without much thought.

Heh so today I went to Melly's home for the very first time. My virgin trip. K I know I sound gross ha ha. So when I was on 196, I passed by VS. Smirked and thought to myself: VS you won't get any of my players. Get ready to roll downhill. Sorrry I think I veh bitchy here. Titus gave me a scoring slot this evening but I wasn't able to make it due to some personal reasons.

Melly's place was awesomely beautiful. Princess her bitch was such a darling and we the three girls Kerensa Melly and I talked by the poolside wih much intention to get a nice tan but the sun wasn't that strong. Dinner at Macs and wanted to collect the Hello Kitty toys for Yang yang but I was too hungry! :( Drank at Georges after that. Is that how you spell it? Gulped down like water and we played the 'I never....' until I reached the limit! Burped and peed then I felt better and went home feeling so tired.

My phone's wallpaper is so disturbing! From a nice shot at Sentosa to Melly looking like a filipino woman acting sexy HA HA.

Am going Sentosa tomorrowww!

I conclude that people in that area I went to eat and drink are freaky enough to scare people.

School is cool.

I think today was awesome and so was yesterday! Jolene drew hearts on my face and I enjoyed POM tutorial for the first time. Yes can you believe it! It is something I'm not very good at because there is so much so remember but so little time but maybe becaused I revised before the tutorial and I did my homework so yay!! Selena and I talked to the wall and many people started pointing at us and started laughing. Because the both of us dared each other to talk to the wall which has my Care Person's picture. It's not lik a piece of A4 size paper on the wall but it was a poster of my CP, the size could probably be three times our size so could you imagine how big is that....

Yesterday was also the Spaz Day! We all have been good friends for the past 3 years am I feel so blessed having all of you as my bestest bunch of friends everrrrr. Hope this close knitted friendship will last so long as we're all still alive! Ha ha omg sounds so cheesy but who cares. Yesterday I had a good talk with Fiona @ Pizza Hut and kinda finally came to my consensus. Mustered some courage to find time to talk to Mom about my decision and she really supports it. But as I talked I started to break down. After that I felt so much better and please don't ask me what is it because only Momsy, Spaz and some classmates know of this heh heh.

God has a plan for me.
And He does it in His time.


Today we donned on our formal wear and this time I have pictures! Melly and some spammed my camera with their photos (pouts) ha ha but I still love them. Am very happy to hear that I look more feminine with office wear but I still have to learn how to walk properly... When lessons ended and it was the all-girls picture.....

Liansheng: Ey girls! Please gather to take an all-girls shot.......Except for Grace!

K I know. My male classmates still treat me like a guy. This time I am determined to walk in a feminine way. I just realise tha I walk like a guy, really.

Crass

Yay my CSA team!


Girlz





Guys



AHHH MY BBB OWNS ALL OF YOU!!!



Breast



Jolene baby!!



My security guards hehe



Ungram






Klassic


Melly!


Wenxin baby!


'Hello?' 'Ya hello...'







Ultimate bitch 101




In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.