Friday, March 28, 2008

First time in my WHOLE SCHOOLING LIFE, my teacher called my parents. Kay and that means I'm a good girl, and I'm still one.
Sadist,
I think she was agitated with her previous class and vented her anger us.
I'M ANGRY TOO BECAUSE I DIDN'T EVEN HEAR HER TELLING THE CLASS THAT SHE WANTED US TO DO CORRECTIONS.
And my teacher called my parents just because I forgot to do that damn composition corrections.
I didn't forget. I don't even think she said it. And most of us were punished.

We were supposed to write down our names and parents' contact number so that she can call.
But we wrote down our numbers. We even exchanged numbers and when she called, we were having a test.

Today she talked to us one by one. My bad that I gave her wrong numbers, but don't you think it's far too petty to call our parents just because she's upset we didn't do her corrections? I don't think it's necessary to go to such an extent, right?

She badmouth my classmates in front of their parents. So I'm kind of dead meat now. was just pondering what she'd say.

Getting more talkative recently, not paying attention (I don't mean to not pay attention, but I get restless after a while when I'm trying th comprehend what she's talking about, with the accented Chinese), not meeting her expectations, never do her work (in fact this is the first time in this year I'm forgotten to do her work).

Hahaha kay guess I better take Panadol for fever, with catalyst in excess, so that I'll cool down soon.

What's with school these days?
School sucks.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Dreams are like soapy bubbles so salient.
Before you can touch, it vanishes into the thin air.

G

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Some of my friends say that sec 4 is a more relaxing year, because there is more of revision than learning.
HELLO I BEG TO DIFFER.

I slept at 3, nearly 4am in the morning.
The wee hours of Monday morning, mugging for my chemistry, physics and poa test.
WHAT A NICE DAY TO START TERM 2.
AND I THOUGHT I WAS HALLUCINATING.
I've been rather stressed up, and I won't mention it here. Everything will be at hidden-facade.lj.
Add me, but pleaseeee tell me who you are.

So far, I have test everyday.
Sighxzxz it's so contradicting.
I can't wait to get our of this school, but I'm so scared of the major exams. I don't even look forward to my birthday too.
Just so you know, I won't be able to celebrate my sweet sixteen because there's SPA for the next few days, and I bet everybody will be at home burying their head into their books.
There's like another 25 weeks or so before the major examinations, or rather the taboo.

HA.
I hated PE today because there was 2.4km run.
Killer, but I didn't run. Jogged for the first 2 rounds, and walked for the last round.
17.55mins.
I was so tired and sleepy, I wished I could close my eyes and run.

Today isn't a very good day for me.
My chemistry experiment didn't work and I was pissed. I was already pissed with many things before that.
I smelled hydrogen gas and it made my day worse, because it stinks.
I did revise for my Emath holiday assignment test but I was so sleepy and I made countless of careless mistakes. I forgot to clarify and asked how to draw box and whiskers because I skipped class to go for tournaments, and I missed out on so many things.
It was raining and I didn't bring my umbrella with me. The smell of tar wasn't nice at all.

I'm reaaaaaaaally tired.
I'm going for tuition at hougang now. Byeeeeee.



Slap me, and welcome me into reality.
Life's tough.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Went to tp for our physics lesson. Experiment was fun.
I love soldering.
Apparently we made little balls out of it.

And 8 of us had pizza hut for lunch after our course.
Gladys and I got a pair of converse sneakers. Heh. We're gonna wear the same pair of shoes for A math remedial tomorrow.
Teehee.

Monday, March 10, 2008

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I WANT, I WANT!!!

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Yesterday was MTP.
I only talked to 4 people. Didnt feel like talking the whole day.
Sighzxzxx


Home.
Is like I'm a POW at home.
D:

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Tomorrow is a cannot-come-back-alive day D:
Meet the parents session.
That's what i dread most every year.

Sunday, March 2, 2008









I LOVE CONNIE TALBOT.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

'Shoulda Woulda Coulda' is stuck in my head!

Friday, February 29, 2008

Happy leap year day.
School was okay. I don't know skipping Amath is a blessing in disguise. Lol.
Was having a really bad flu since yesterday. Flu symptoms were in full bloom, and i felt really terrible. I felt like throwing up too. Yes I did threw up yesterday.
But I had a feeling I was going to play today, so I beared with it.
Yes, we won today. At least i went in to play, so it's kinda worth the while?
Seriously, I can't wait to step down, not because I'm not playing, but to recuperate my long term injuries, and to study.
5 more days. Gosh, time flies.
The only disadvantage is that I'll feel odd? It's like I used to come back from school at 7.30 in the evening, and now I find myself at home by 3.
TGIF!

Ah, meet the parents' session next Friday. I'm so dead.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

So long, teammies.


Mixed feelings.
Happy to say that, I can focus on my studies at last. At last, like really. I've been waiting for 4 years. I'm happy to pass through this torment. I have injuries all over. Old ailments. Feet, knee cap, fingers, elbow, shoulders, neck, head, SPINE, you name it. Pain resurfaces very, very often. This is the time when I can really take a break to recover from these injuries too. Was having a casual talk with my coach during training, and when I told him the long list of ailments i have, he pitied me. I didn't indulge in self pity though. Yes, and my spine problem resurfaced again, and it's excruciating. Spine problems always resurface everytime, it's just the amount of pain. Today's one was horrible.
Sad, because it's time. Time to graduate. It's really frightening how time passes by so fast. When I attend each training, I remind myself it's 2 days closer to the prelims, 2 days closer to the big Os. 4 years of great memories, will be etched in my mind, whether it's good or bad. Teammates. We used to have little conflicts among one another. Now it's all gone. I don't mean that conflicts are enjoyable, but it's just no more of it. You just wished you had one, and at the end of it, we start laughing at each other, realizing that it's so silly.

There's a match tomorrow, with fairfield methodist. I'm quite reluctant to leave early, meaning that I'll have to skip lessons. I've been emphasizing that i really want to bury my head into the books. I really want to do so. I believe with the help and encouragement of my teachers, parents, classmates and friends, I can do it.

Ah, I'll sleep now. Morning training tomorrow D:
Take a look at my new jersey! It looks like our PE shirt. Lol.

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Sunday, February 24, 2008



Post at hidden-facade.lj

Saturday, February 23, 2008

I hate today.

He said: Next week, we're gonna play with them again. With our full main team next week, we'll win them, for sure.

-stares at floor, looking even moodier.

And what's more, I'm having my period, and I tend to sulk.


Anyway, rushed home to have lunch, bathe and met Deanna for E math tuition.
Teacher was a few topics ahead of our school, so everything was so alien.
Sighhh.

Friday, February 22, 2008

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
I'm Grace Woo
And i love the loo.


Hahahahaha Jovy thought of this.

I was quite happy, because chinese teacher was absent yesterday and today.
And that means chinese remedial is cancelled :D
What a nice day to start the weekend.
Ah but I hope she's alright.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Another long day of school, i screwed up my physics test?
The fun part was the geography field trip to Changi Beach after school.
Yu En and Julianne naughty ah! Hahahaha yes we had lots of fun there, and i guess they saw the very crazy me.

I'm mad. I'm fuming-mad.
Quit cheating, will you?

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Ah shit, i screwed up my English class test D:
Rachelg and me hope for Arsenal to winnnnn!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

you know what,
i feel invaded.
super damn invaded.

i dont know how to tell y'all lah.
but i just cant say it here, perhaps i shall change to lj?
anyway i have an account in lj already. add me yeah? it's hidden-facade


so at lj, it's gonna be locked, and it's for friends only.
acquaintance can add me too, but please tell me who you really are.


BUT I HAVE NOT DECIDED IF I SHOULD MOVE ANOT. IM LAZY, BUT I WANT MY PRIVACY, YOU KNOW.

hahahahaha, i'll see how it goes :D

anyway i was having curriculum for nearly 10 hours.
i was darn restless D:
went for training at 5pm, so had only 2 hours of training :D
im injured, i cant even walk properly, but i still went for training. lol.

anywayyyy, i really wanna watch the new show.
oh i think it's juno. someone bring me pleaseeeeeee?

Sunday, February 17, 2008



this random picture shows the parabola. lol.

anywayssss, church was alright.
napped and went for tuition.
today is a boring day D:
then strolled along the poolside.
gives me serenity :D

ah anyway i lost $1 for the match earlier this morning.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

SOMEBODY SUPPORT ARSENAL WITH ME PLEASEEEEEEEE
i dont want man u to win.
i bet on a cup of bubbletea.
i know i sound stupid because i want arsenal to win >:(
all my friends say arsenal can go eat shit. lol.

Friday, February 15, 2008

we have a class secret.
nana's in c!
LOL.
nah i cant reveal :D

oh school was so fun today.
but i screwed up chinese common test.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLEEEEEE
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ELEANOR DARLING :D
i love all of yooooou!

ahhhh im so happy today, i feel loved.
i received so many gifts from my friends :D
thank you spastics for all the pretty presents.
thank you rachelg for the rose, it's lovely.
thank you jovy for your handmade card and balloon.
and thank you to all who wished me or gave me gifts.

rachelg and rest went to watch jumper, while i was having training.
gah.
but i was in a good mood during training :D
but i was darn hungry because i forgot to eat my breakfast, recess and lunch.
YES, I REALLY FORGOT TO EAT.
whatever happened to my brain.

293ed home after training, and gosh, it's so embarrassing.
i was carrying 2 bags full of presents, a big heart shaped balloon and roses in my hand.
and everyone was looking. very, very embarrassing :/
but ah, i love it.
i dont mean the attention, i love the presents :D

once again, thank you!
and happy valentine's day!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

school's fun todayyyyy.
pe was softball, i really enjoyed it.
teacher got 99 red roses from mocca.com. how sweetttt huh.

BUT chem spa was horrible.
nay, im tired of being upset :D
so yeah, i'll work harder :D


for now,
im gonna take a shower,
go to hougang for tuition,
and meet jovy, jovanah the cornflower, tonight somwhere near hougang.
byeeee! :D

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

school was tiringgggg D:
and worst of all, i think i screwed up my physics spa today.
i thought i could walk out of the lab with ease and confidence.

i was so nervous from the start, my hands and feet became cold. gah.
andddddd my handwriting was horrendous. i was so nervous that my alphabets were so zig zaggy.

i hope i'll be able to do well for my chem tomorrow.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

AHA!
my cousins have these pictures as their wallpaper :O
hahahahahaha.

ah anyway, followed my parents to church today.
after that, we went to terminal 3 swensens.
next time i dont want to go there anymore, cos there's less variety of food, and its two times more expensive.
mom and i shared lobster pasta for 40 bucks.
nothing spectacular, pleseeee dont try it. lol.
waste of money.







after editing:

ahhhhhhh that stupid photographer.
snapped super unglam pictures of me when i was laughing my ass off.
and now, my pictures are on the net and in my cousin's photo album.
looook! i made it small on purpose. hehhehe.


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anyway, i played blackjack with relatives today.
i've got triple 7s. from a pathetic 2 bucks, i got 25 bucks in return.
yayyy, im happy :D

Saturday, February 9, 2008

bbq and steamboat was great!
thanks mdm wong!

pictures will be up soon.
im too lazy to post it up here. hahahaha.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

hello!
back from visiting, i've got many red packets today!
i had lotsa fun with my cousins, both my paternal and maternal sides.
yy's nintendo ds cooking game and barbie quest was fun!
new wii games were fun on the other side :D
what was most interesting, was to receive red packets from the newly weds.
im not money face, but its their first timeeeeee. lol.

tmr, i'll be visiting my god grandparents.
isnt it a blessing to have like, 3 sets of grandparents?
and i'll get to receive red packets from brian miller. :O
dont be jealous (;

will be going to mdm caroline wong's house too!

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

hello!
the cny celebration is well spent with my classmates, and of course the spastics!
ooooooh they made me laughed like crazy. i laughed until my cheeks became sore.
i havent had a good laugh for long.
cheen cheen took fugly pictures of me >:(
lol.
and then we celebrated nadia's birthday, which is tmr.
i had whipped cream on my face >:(
and mr bakar challenged hemant and jiajun arm wrestling.

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crazy.

yayyyy xinying and pauline won the superband competition. im happyyyy for them!
that song was dedicated to us, spastics, and her class.
woots :D

after the celebration, fiona, deanna, xinying, peilin and glorianne came over to play pool!


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candid shot of xinying.


once again, congrats to xinying and pauline :D
happy chinese new year to y'all!


ps, and you. yes you. i've given you the benefit of the doubt. stop it please. it's not nice at all.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

SEE THE DIFFERENCE, IN JUST A MATTER OF 1 AND A HALF YEARS :/









hahhhahaha, seee its the same poseeee!


ah anyway, had early release at 1, to support the juniors.
dont be upset alright, you all did well :D
andddd, c boys won dunman, super close fight. woah.
lol.

prize presentation! i was fooling around at the back with primary school friends.
was so fun!
hehehhehe :D

weishi drew this on our hands.
i took so much time to scrub it off at home >:(

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hahahaha
and here are the rest of the pictures!

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the bowling alley! there was this wind, it blew my babydoll top >:(

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Monday, February 4, 2008

AHA!
HERE'S THE REAL ONE.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, GRACE! :D

anddd i screwed up my chem class test today. damn hard :/
i'm sadddd, i studied for the chem test you know, and every answer i give is shit.
lol.

forget about school today.
after sch rachelg and i went to far east plaza :DD
hahaaaaahaha
and i've got a pair of pumps, cos i didnt bring much today.
i've burned a hole in my pocket.
i've spent a few hundred bucks on clothes this week already D:

Sunday, February 3, 2008

back from reunion dinner at maternal grandparents' place!
call me a shopaholic, i went shopping again :/

ah anyway, reunion dinner was fun.
wasnt looking forward to the dinner though, cos i thought i'll be left out among the older cousins, talking about their working lives and their boyfriends or girlfriends.
but for once, i joined in.
they're so funny :D
i cant wait for cny!

ahhh the weekends are gone in a flash.
oh what a killjoy.

Saturday, February 2, 2008

hello!
im back from the party and shopping!
i had fun there :D
there's tight security there, and there were nepal soldiers guarding the place.
the place is so cool :D
food were yummy too!
hahahahaha
walked at far east plaza for a while, before heading for wisma with Yu en and Felicia.
shopping with them was fun tooooo!
hahahaha
back not long ago.
here are the pictures

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and this, was taken in school.

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I DIDNT KNOW MY HAIR WAS THIS LONG.



these were taken in the gym

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there are other pictures, but i forgotten to transfer to the computer. shall show y'all next time!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GRACE
LOVE YOU TWINNIE!

Ahhhh i cant wait for the partyyyy at the American Club :O

Friday, February 1, 2008

School, and i was so glad there isnt E math today.
y'all should know why yeah?

we lost to ngee ann.
so we're second.
hey, but cheer up people.
i was dying to play.
even though we lost, i didnt feel the pinch, not even a bit.
maybe God thinks by putting me in to play and lose, i'll be even more upset than sitting on the bench yeah?
and maybe God is giving me a wake up call, that i should start focusing on my studies since i feel that i've ruined my volleyball career.
some were crying hysterically, and i went to comfort some of them.
i think its very unlikely of me to do that huh?

on the other hand, my friend at ngee ann is in the same boat as me.
ngee ann won, she couldnt feel the joy either.
so yup.
anyway, congrats to ngee ann.

girls, we still have nationals, cheer up :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIE BRIE.
I LOVE YOU WORRZXZ

Thursday, January 31, 2008

i didnt run cross country.
yayyy :D
went to kfc for lunch, before proceeding back to school to watch our video.
managed to catch up with 15 minutes of nap.
went to tp to support our juniors, they won ngee ann!
i'm happy for them :D
training, then followed yanglin to her house to get my baggg :D
yayyy, thanks yang!

oh oh.
tmr's our match with ngee ann.
i wish my team best of luck, and hope that i can help the team to get some points?
i may be in just for a while. maybe, or maybe not.
hahaha.
sigh, but i really hope i can do something though.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

at school, nothing really happened.
till i left my class for the game?
i went down, found shanice, and couldnt help stop crying.
i made her school uniform dam.
teammates ask, i said, long story.
shanice helped me to explain.

but i guess things were better when we reached tp.
back to my normal mood, and i did play :D
i want to show you that i've played.
watch it woman, watch it.

byeee, off for tuition :D

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

school's so boring.
but, im reluctant to leave school to watch the juniors' match today.
not that i dont want to support, im hardly motivated to study.
i've gone into the right mood, andddddd, we had to go off.
what a turn off. gah!
shouted like hell today. hahaha. i really did raise my voice today, you know.
ate lunch at tp, i know there's this girl, who kept staring.
so i stared back. hahahahahaha!
i've been staring at everyone these few days. just for fun though!

nevertheless, i made it back to school for extra lessons.
super restless!
everything ended at around 5, and then went for training.

went to collect my altered dress.
and oh, it's so mini now.
that lady, she went to cut an extra inch off.
ah well, i'll wear it for cnyyy :D
hehhehehe!

Monday, January 28, 2008

hello,
my physics is so screwed up. i dont know why. i studied, but i've been failing every physics test so far.
and worst of all, im always last.
sad huh.

but it came to me as a surprise that i've got a 21/30 for my english composition test.
i thought i'll end up in remedial or smt, since i got last in class for eng last year?
lol.
and hey, i was so happy okay! i wrote a whole chunk of crap, and i got 21 marks.
when i throw bombastic words and what i've learn into the composition, i cannot do well.
for whatever reasons.
next time i shall write crap :D

anyway, after school went to have my dress altered.
will collect my dress tmr. oohlala :D
went to the gym downstairs. rachelg ran like 5km?
i ran slightly less than 2km only, and i gave up, cos i was too lazy DDD:

and oh, those people who knows me well, i hate to eat rice.
hate rice x 7777
im an abnormal chinese. i hate using chopsticks.
im a total sucker at chinese culture, even though im a chinese. lol.
but i know chinese new year! hahahahahaa!

i went to text my dad when he was still working:
'I did well for my english composition test. reward is not to eat rice okay?'

so i skipped dinner. yay.
off to do my work, byeee!



church last sunday!




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Sunday, January 27, 2008

church was fun today
fun fun fun!
orientation with the new sec1s joining the youth.
and yup, we were separated into groups.
and i found out that Abel was HSC's vballer
hahahahhaa!
and ohhhh,
the games were fun, totally enjoyed them :D

after church, went to orchard to get that dress.
sorry jas!
lynn was with me till Aljunied. we were talking about my classmate
hahahaha
yeh, met my classmate in the train, so lynn and i was crapping around
hahahahaha
and since i was there, helped shanice to get something.

jas and i will have our clothes altered tmr!
rachelg and i will be hitting the gym tmr after school.
a swim would be great on a monday afternoon.
but uh, we'll see.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

after training,
for once, i've decided to throw my books away, and decided to let down my hair
skipped tuition, and went towning with jasmin.
shopping was fun fun fun!
lunch at subway was full of crap. we were talking about our class and teachers :D
yup, i spent so much money today.
but ah, i still have alot of things in mind.
i'll get them tmr :D

Friday, January 25, 2008

Hai Sing's match was such a disappointment, didnt play.
but i made 2 friends!
hahahahaha
Regina and Sharon? yup!
Regina knows me cos of a friend.
hehhehehe.

ahh, and Natasha!
ah i saw that silly girl. hahahahaha!
andandand, all the old teammates, poking fun at me.
that was more like a reunion for us.
love it! :D

rushed home for tuition.
and freee now :D

i guess tmr will be fun.
not the training, oh pleaseee.
shopping! :D x 77777777777

Thursday, January 24, 2008

O lvl results today!
some did exceptionally well, some did not.
yes, the intensity was there, even though i am not a candidate waiting for my results.
but i kinda know now :/
seems scary.
but oh, i seem to have to motivation to study now.
i dont want to land up in an undesirable state whereby everyone belittles me.
and that, my pride and dignity is goneeee >:(
y'all know how uhh, paranoid i can get at times. seriously way too much sometimes.
so yeah, im gonna bury my head into the books!
anddd, my class was supporting Adaleen all the way :D
next time must ask Adaleen to teach me chinese. She's got a distinction!

and yeah,
trainings are turn-offs nowadays.
i dont know why. beats me too.
hahahahaha.
dont know, for no rhyme or reason, i was fuming and staring throughout the training.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

today after school,
rachelg and i went to get tops.
was trying out a top. got stuck and messed up, and that was rachelg's highlight of the day.
she cant stop laughing at me >:(
and in the end, we got a tube babydoll, each :D
yayyy :D

and uhhh,
went to starbucks after that. rested for awhile before she went for her tuition.
anddd i went for tuition at hougang too :D
and, back!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

yay, im happyyyy :D
for no reasons.
hahhahaha

oh, HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY SZE ERN. I LOVE YOUUUU!
oh my, im so old already :/
soon it'd be my turn.

and yeah, school's boring >:(
sit on the chair from 7.45am till like almost 5pm?
apart from changing classes and standing up to greet teachers and all that.
so its like 10 hours of study >:(
all work and no play makes grace a dumb blonde.
hahahahaa
i guess in maybe 2 weeks, everybody will have pimples on their butt, cos of the super long hours we sit in school.
hahahahaha
was doing chem worksheets during the remedial, and i told jasmin i must spell 'burette' properly cos im a brunette and not a blonde.
lol.

my mood totally changed when i was having training.
changed for the worse. hahahaha.
just, turned-off :/

anywayyyyy, i cant wait to go shopping.
the thought of shopping makes me go gaga :O

Monday, January 21, 2008

:D

went to school and gah, boring! >:(
during chemistry, did SPA. tripod stand was heated with blue flame.
and i grabbed the tripod stand.
i burned my hand D:
hahahaha
but i dont want to make a fuss out of it, so i just kept quiet.
my hand is sooo pain now >:(

after sch, jasmin and i wanted to look for H2O for our physics spa.
but couldnt find her.
so jas and i went to tampines library and got some books.
anddd went to scout for sze ern's present :D

Sunday, January 20, 2008

went to church with Arnold and Shanice.
waited for Arnold's mom before we proceeded to have lunch.
went to popular with Shanice to get some stationery.
and went home to sleeeeeeeeeep!

headed for tuition >:(
and yeah, there's no tuition on the 3rd Feb. so i wont feel bad skipping tuition and going to sentosa to play beach volleyball.
hahahaaaahha :D

dinner was steamboat :D

Saturday, January 19, 2008

hello.
training was so slack today. i made my coach disappointed.
not smt to be proud of. hahahahha

anyway, venus and i were out to irrate the hell out of xinyu today
hahahaha
we kept singing to her until she was so scared
lol.
crappy session with venus today was fun. we talked about having our very own concert.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. GV is golden village, so is Grace and Venus :D


im so tired now D:
-yawns.


Look at me
You may think you see
who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to
hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must
be free to fly
That burns with a need
to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?

Friday, January 18, 2008

hello!
yea im happy today.
apparently, i wasnt looking forward for today's match.
but, everything seems to change for the better. but gah, no hopes for me alr, i must say.
at least i got to serve and play back court, right?
all i can do now is to take a step at a time, yes?
i dont hope for much either. the higher i climb, the harder i fall.
i cant afford to let another misfortune happen to me. this is enough.
ah well, at least i aced a ball today. :D


i have learnt to be contented with what i have.
thank you classmates who are always there for me, and cheering me up :D
i posted this two months ago:

'

If insensitivity does not knock on me, I dont think I'll come this far.
was pondering, is it a blessing in disguise?
its is a good thing to find out that in such a crisis, I know there're true friends who are with me all the way?
I guess so.
'


rushed home for tuition after watching video.
chinese tuition. sucked.
i was so sleepy D:

anyway, i received a text message frm mom yesterday.
i think she's cute at times.
im typing out, exactly what she texted me:


'Mummy loves grace grace. Be a good girl and study well ok? -smily with kiss'

hahahahahaha.
TGIF! i need a break.

-my heart is the size of my fist, but my emotions are as wide as the sky.