Met Fiona and company and then they came over to my place to have a basketball, gym and swimming session. Yay I feel MORE healthy.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Training at TP today and I bumped into quite a few seniors. K not a few, a handful. I bumped into Ivan while exiting from the main entrance's bridge because of the awesome jersey I had on me. I think it was quite awkward seeing a young girl with st hilda's jersey walking around at TP especially when I had to walk out of the main entrance alone. And my jersey was hot striking red omg I got that what-on-earth-are-you-doing-at-TP stares. It WAS embarrassing.
Met Fiona and company and then they came over to my place to have a basketball, gym and swimming session. Yay I feel MORE healthy.
Met Fiona and company and then they came over to my place to have a basketball, gym and swimming session. Yay I feel MORE healthy.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Today's Chinese paper was much easier than the June paper. The exact topic for compo I did for tuition came out and I couldn't stop smirking at the question paper and tried controlling my smile just in case if the chief invigilator calls out my register number in front of the student body after that paper and that would be so embarrassing. I was looking forward to the friendly matches later on too. I told and showed the chinese essay I did for tuition to my chinese teacher and I went: Do you wanna kiss me!
Her immediate reaction was hugging me so tightly and I was shocked.
Yeah I met my primary school teammates and we formed an alumni team to play with innova junior college, which is the first week of Dec. We kinda trained 2 boys cos they were forced to play with us by our coach and yeah I had much fun (whacking) because I was on form today. For once I vented my anger and frustrations and sadness on the volleyballs and they flew really hard today which made me super happy. I was amazed at myself and I didn't know I've got quite a bit of strength :O Got abrasions and cuts and burns at my hands and knees thanks to... kidding! I'm desperately in need of gauze but I can't find it anywhere at home.
Rushed back to pv, went to jul's place and had a great chat with rachel, for about one and a half hours and after I washed up we played billard. Billard. I suck at billard because I haven't played for the longest time ever really even though it's just downstairs. I look like my O's are just over and I'm taking back what I've missed out on. HA intensive volleyball training it shall be. Tomorrow I'll be at TP again to train and then swimming and perhaps water polo cos I need to bring my volleyball for a bath HAHA oops. I feel so healthy now but on the other hand, ouch my back. I will go get a checkup soooooon!
Her immediate reaction was hugging me so tightly and I was shocked.
Yeah I met my primary school teammates and we formed an alumni team to play with innova junior college, which is the first week of Dec. We kinda trained 2 boys cos they were forced to play with us by our coach and yeah I had much fun (whacking) because I was on form today. For once I vented my anger and frustrations and sadness on the volleyballs and they flew really hard today which made me super happy. I was amazed at myself and I didn't know I've got quite a bit of strength :O Got abrasions and cuts and burns at my hands and knees thanks to... kidding! I'm desperately in need of gauze but I can't find it anywhere at home.
Rushed back to pv, went to jul's place and had a great chat with rachel, for about one and a half hours and after I washed up we played billard. Billard. I suck at billard because I haven't played for the longest time ever really even though it's just downstairs. I look like my O's are just over and I'm taking back what I've missed out on. HA intensive volleyball training it shall be. Tomorrow I'll be at TP again to train and then swimming and perhaps water polo cos I need to bring my volleyball for a bath HAHA oops. I feel so healthy now but on the other hand, ouch my back. I will go get a checkup soooooon!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Headed to TP and had a fun time there with Weisheeee and Brenda. I had an enjoyable time and the reason is because of Weisheee and Brenda. Thank you so much girls, can't wait to train on Thursday again!
I had a great time at Ikea with the spastics too! We spastics played with puppets and I felt like a kid once again. 2 hours 15 minutes of Chinese tuition was horrrrriiiibbbbllleeeeee
I'm meeting Lay ping soon to clear my doubts for Chinese so bye!
Meet coach woo
I had a great time at Ikea with the spastics too! We spastics played with puppets and I felt like a kid once again. 2 hours 15 minutes of Chinese tuition was horrrrriiiibbbbllleeeeee
I'm meeting Lay ping soon to clear my doubts for Chinese so bye!
Meet coach woo
shi's shoes are gleamingly white
Monday, November 3, 2008
I shall be sad no more. My suave grandpa is up there taking care of my cousin, 4 terrapins, 5 hamsters and my beloved rabbit. God merely alleviated grandpa's sufferings. Peace be with you.
Anywayz today was social studies. I felt like I overstudied. On the other hand, I didn't have time to complete because my mind acts faster than my hand and I have too many things to blurt out, hence I wasted so much time on SBQs. It took me two full pages to complete a 6 mark question. See my point?
Chinese oh how much I dread Chinese. Just after I collected my result this August, lesson began almost immediately and I went 'Shit! How do I write my Chinese name!' I'm very serious here okay no joke. My Chinese teacher got a shock.
Intensive Chinese tuition just ended and I'm so tired. Chinese tuition again tomorrow.
Talking about tomorrow, I've made plans with Weishi to go to temesek poly to whack some balls tomorrow morning. Call it stress relieve. Thereafter I'll head to ikea for lunch with spastics. Mug for Chinese and tuition. Catch me at TP tmr! ;)
I need to exercise. My relatives said that I look fatter :S
Rollerblading to ikea sounds like a great idea. Hmm.
Anywayz today was social studies. I felt like I overstudied. On the other hand, I didn't have time to complete because my mind acts faster than my hand and I have too many things to blurt out, hence I wasted so much time on SBQs. It took me two full pages to complete a 6 mark question. See my point?
Chinese oh how much I dread Chinese. Just after I collected my result this August, lesson began almost immediately and I went 'Shit! How do I write my Chinese name!' I'm very serious here okay no joke. My Chinese teacher got a shock.
Intensive Chinese tuition just ended and I'm so tired. Chinese tuition again tomorrow.
Talking about tomorrow, I've made plans with Weishi to go to temesek poly to whack some balls tomorrow morning. Call it stress relieve. Thereafter I'll head to ikea for lunch with spastics. Mug for Chinese and tuition. Catch me at TP tmr! ;)
I need to exercise. My relatives said that I look fatter :S
Rollerblading to ikea sounds like a great idea. Hmm.
Friday, October 31, 2008
"There is a reason, a time for every purposes under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant and a time to pluck what is planted"
Ecclesiastes 3: 1-2
I'm very upset on the demise of my beloved grandfather. He was affectionately know as yeye. My grandpa was a great man. Well the least that could comfort me was that he passed away peacefully, he died of old age. God gave me the gift of having a wonderful grandfather. He lived till a ripe old age. What else can I ask for? I dare say that I was one of his closest grandchild, or even closest one. Yeye and grandma stayed with my parents, brother and I for the first 11 years of my life. He decided he shoud move away when I was 11 because he thinks that I'm growing up and I should not be sharing a room with my brother.
When I was much younger, grandpa loved carrying me around. He walked me to preschool. Held my stubby little hands. Waited for the school bus to arrive and ensured my safety. He rubs my delicate tummy when I had bad tummyaches. When I accidentally knocked into the wardrobe, I always cry. When yeye asked me why am I crying, he'll hit and scold the wardrobe until I stop crying, just to please me. When I was a little much older, he loved calling me crazy girl and in turn, I called him crazy boy. We'll always have breakfast together at the nearby market, savouring our favourite food. Yes we shared the favourite food. When my brother was born and my parents were busy with my brother, he'd be there to take care of me. I chose to sleep with my grandparents instead of the air conditioned room with my parents.
The 5 day wake drained me out both mentally and physically and no doubt I had difficulty focusing because I was feeling tired yet restless, I tell myself, I'll be doing this for my grandfather. Yes it is quite a bad timing but God chose to press the activation button and there is he, up in heaven smiling at us.
Yesterday was the funeral and there was a service at church. He died a Roman Catholic. Dad gave an eulogy. I heard of his courtship with grandma and stuff. He was a romeo. Well, all good things come to an end. Although his death was pretty sudden, I have to learn to accept it. Yeah it was sudden. Just early that morning at 8, grandma was pushing grandpa in his wheelchair as they went for a stroll, and an hour after his bath, there he goes. i wouldn't mind giving an eulogy but I really didn't have the time to prepare the speech.
I would like to thank everybody for keeping my grandpa and family in prayer, especially classmates, and Weishi. Not many people know about this and I have decided to publicise this today.
Last but not least,
Yeye, I love you. Rest in peace
Ecclesiastes 3: 1-2
I'm very upset on the demise of my beloved grandfather. He was affectionately know as yeye. My grandpa was a great man. Well the least that could comfort me was that he passed away peacefully, he died of old age. God gave me the gift of having a wonderful grandfather. He lived till a ripe old age. What else can I ask for? I dare say that I was one of his closest grandchild, or even closest one. Yeye and grandma stayed with my parents, brother and I for the first 11 years of my life. He decided he shoud move away when I was 11 because he thinks that I'm growing up and I should not be sharing a room with my brother.
When I was much younger, grandpa loved carrying me around. He walked me to preschool. Held my stubby little hands. Waited for the school bus to arrive and ensured my safety. He rubs my delicate tummy when I had bad tummyaches. When I accidentally knocked into the wardrobe, I always cry. When yeye asked me why am I crying, he'll hit and scold the wardrobe until I stop crying, just to please me. When I was a little much older, he loved calling me crazy girl and in turn, I called him crazy boy. We'll always have breakfast together at the nearby market, savouring our favourite food. Yes we shared the favourite food. When my brother was born and my parents were busy with my brother, he'd be there to take care of me. I chose to sleep with my grandparents instead of the air conditioned room with my parents.
The 5 day wake drained me out both mentally and physically and no doubt I had difficulty focusing because I was feeling tired yet restless, I tell myself, I'll be doing this for my grandfather. Yes it is quite a bad timing but God chose to press the activation button and there is he, up in heaven smiling at us.
Yesterday was the funeral and there was a service at church. He died a Roman Catholic. Dad gave an eulogy. I heard of his courtship with grandma and stuff. He was a romeo. Well, all good things come to an end. Although his death was pretty sudden, I have to learn to accept it. Yeah it was sudden. Just early that morning at 8, grandma was pushing grandpa in his wheelchair as they went for a stroll, and an hour after his bath, there he goes. i wouldn't mind giving an eulogy but I really didn't have the time to prepare the speech.
I would like to thank everybody for keeping my grandpa and family in prayer, especially classmates, and Weishi. Not many people know about this and I have decided to publicise this today.
Last but not least,
Yeye, I love you. Rest in peace
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Oh no it's past 2 in the morning and I'm still awake. I'd probably screw up my biological clock.
Life at this period of time is so boring. But it's okay, cause I'm already counting down to freedom baby. I'll go have a nice tan with Shi before the Taiwan trip, or perhaps during the 7 day break I have, and we'll be fellow chindians. Wakeboarding too! And oh yes how can I forget the beach volleyball outing with pcs vb alumni. Omg i'm busy planning for the alumni thingy k and hopefully everything goes well :)
Anyway all the best to those playing in the under 16 tournament! Whoever reads this, get into top 4 okay! I miss playing u16 and sheesh, if not for my O's. I would have joined, knowing that it's my last year playing in the u16 :(
But nevermind I will make big bucks after O's by flipping scores for the tournament I HOPE THERE WILL BE ADEQUATE SLOTS FOR ME. Since I've paid a sum to be a membership of VAS, I should, all the more, seize the opportunity to be an official assistant or something hah.
Guess. Guess when was this taken.
Life at this period of time is so boring. But it's okay, cause I'm already counting down to freedom baby. I'll go have a nice tan with Shi before the Taiwan trip, or perhaps during the 7 day break I have, and we'll be fellow chindians. Wakeboarding too! And oh yes how can I forget the beach volleyball outing with pcs vb alumni. Omg i'm busy planning for the alumni thingy k and hopefully everything goes well :)
Anyway all the best to those playing in the under 16 tournament! Whoever reads this, get into top 4 okay! I miss playing u16 and sheesh, if not for my O's. I would have joined, knowing that it's my last year playing in the u16 :(
But nevermind I will make big bucks after O's by flipping scores for the tournament I HOPE THERE WILL BE ADEQUATE SLOTS FOR ME. Since I've paid a sum to be a membership of VAS, I should, all the more, seize the opportunity to be an official assistant or something hah.
Guess. Guess when was this taken.
Friday, October 24, 2008
OMGGGGGG I CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE CLEARED THE FIRST WEEK OF THE O LEVELS.
The papers were rather easyyyyyyy and that's because I think my school drilled us so hard, so hard that we thought that it was nothing much. I can officially burn my elect geography and Amath text booooook YAAAAAAAYYYY what joy! I don't mean I hate Amath, in fact I love it. Just that Amath revision is finally eliminated from my timetable hehe :)
And dang, Amath paper 2 was hard. The papers had really odd timings and English had to end at 7pm. Today was Emath paper 1 and Amath paper 2, and there was a break of 4 hours in between so I went to Chew's house to sleeeeeeeepppp because I was, and even now, running a fever and suffering from a badddd headache. The weather was nice and it was a nice time to sleep for the past few days. Apparently I have problems sleeping and could only sleep AFTER 4 in the morning.
Anywayz I want to watch Avenue Q, which is like the super corrupted version of sesame street. Omg who can go with me.
The papers were rather easyyyyyyy and that's because I think my school drilled us so hard, so hard that we thought that it was nothing much. I can officially burn my elect geography and Amath text booooook YAAAAAAAYYYY what joy! I don't mean I hate Amath, in fact I love it. Just that Amath revision is finally eliminated from my timetable hehe :)
And dang, Amath paper 2 was hard. The papers had really odd timings and English had to end at 7pm. Today was Emath paper 1 and Amath paper 2, and there was a break of 4 hours in between so I went to Chew's house to sleeeeeeeepppp because I was, and even now, running a fever and suffering from a badddd headache. The weather was nice and it was a nice time to sleep for the past few days. Apparently I have problems sleeping and could only sleep AFTER 4 in the morning.
Anywayz I want to watch Avenue Q, which is like the super corrupted version of sesame street. Omg who can go with me.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Revision's quite smooth sailing for chemistry even though I swear I'm 50 times better at physics and guess what, my first paper starts tomorrow.
I'm not even the least uptight or whatsoever despite the upcoming examinations in, ummm let's see... a day's time. Call me a freak? Am I abnormal? :O
While people are feeling so uptight and intense, I don't see the need to be so freaked out. Like I was in primary six, I got so nervous, so freaked out and during the examinations my mind went blank. I think I didn't do well, yup I didn't do well exceptionally well.
In about an hour's time I'll have to head to hougang for Amath tuition. I'm beginning to love Amath even more because I'm better at Amath recently. Probably it was because of the effective study sessions i have with LIMMMMM hahaha
And of course, not forgetting Gladys, Baohui and Lay ping. I have a whole list of itinery that I have yet to take action on. 25 days to freedom, and 29 days to Taiwan trip with teammates, and thereafter Hong Kong trip with family.
People say I look very different now as compared to the pictures taken when i was in sec2. I BEG TO DIFFER. Did i really change THAT much? :O
Sec2
sec4
I'm not even the least uptight or whatsoever despite the upcoming examinations in, ummm let's see... a day's time. Call me a freak? Am I abnormal? :O
While people are feeling so uptight and intense, I don't see the need to be so freaked out. Like I was in primary six, I got so nervous, so freaked out and during the examinations my mind went blank. I think I didn't do well, yup I didn't do well exceptionally well.
In about an hour's time I'll have to head to hougang for Amath tuition. I'm beginning to love Amath even more because I'm better at Amath recently. Probably it was because of the effective study sessions i have with LIMMMMM hahaha
And of course, not forgetting Gladys, Baohui and Lay ping. I have a whole list of itinery that I have yet to take action on. 25 days to freedom, and 29 days to Taiwan trip with teammates, and thereafter Hong Kong trip with family.
People say I look very different now as compared to the pictures taken when i was in sec2. I BEG TO DIFFER. Did i really change THAT much? :O
Sec2
sec4Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I am prepared and satisfied with revision but I'm still scared. I've been drilling on my weaker subjects and nat have been coming over quite frequently to do Amath with me and gosh I think I'm improving :)
I'm missing lessons as usual because graduating from school makes me officially schooless for half a year :( I want school.
Flames to dust, lover to friends,
why do all things come to an end?
come to an end, come to an end?
I'm missing lessons as usual because graduating from school makes me officially schooless for half a year :( I want school.
Flames to dust, lover to friends,
why do all things come to an end?
come to an end, come to an end?
Friday, October 10, 2008
Today was Graduation Day and it was kinda bittersweet.
I used to complain about my polka dotted skirt although I didn't wear it for 10 years. Going to town after school was a problem because everyone will be staring at our skirts and laugh their heads off but oh how I miss those times when we get our little getaways after school to chill out.
Yes I was strong and didn't cry but I was literally choked in tears but I didn't shed any k because big girls don't cry. I can't believe I've got that official 10 years of education and I feel old now. Having said that, O's is gonna commence in 6 days for me.
I want to take this time to thank my lovely class and everyone that made my secondary school life complete. I will miss the times when people made fun of me being a blonde, dancing and singing in class and going out with 4G.
Hmmmmm much nostalgia I'm feeling blueeeeeeeeee
I went for a haircut with Emma yesterday and my hair is short now.
Pictures with schoolmates will be uploaded soon I hope! Blogger is being a bitch so I'm having problems uploading em. Cya loved ones!
I used to complain about my polka dotted skirt although I didn't wear it for 10 years. Going to town after school was a problem because everyone will be staring at our skirts and laugh their heads off but oh how I miss those times when we get our little getaways after school to chill out.
Yes I was strong and didn't cry but I was literally choked in tears but I didn't shed any k because big girls don't cry. I can't believe I've got that official 10 years of education and I feel old now. Having said that, O's is gonna commence in 6 days for me.
I want to take this time to thank my lovely class and everyone that made my secondary school life complete. I will miss the times when people made fun of me being a blonde, dancing and singing in class and going out with 4G.
Hmmmmm much nostalgia I'm feeling blueeeeeeeeee
I went for a haircut with Emma yesterday and my hair is short now.
Pictures with schoolmates will be uploaded soon I hope! Blogger is being a bitch so I'm having problems uploading em. Cya loved ones!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
School's coming to an end so tomorrow will be my last two days in school.
Monday was probably the last time I ever said the school code.
Today's the last Tuesday I've spent in school.
Tomorrow's the last Wednesday, the day after next, the last of the last Thursday.
Call me sentimental shit but I think secondary school life is the most memorable phase in my life, as for now, I swear.
Hahaha who knows I might just cry during the graduation ceremony this Friday.
Anyway my last Tuesday in school was well spent with Emma and Baohui. Something really funny happened at the library while Emma and I were studying and gosh I MUST say it was really not expected and odd and weird and... But I kinda did saw that coming.
I'm eating my wasabi shaker fries now and it's burning the hell out of my tongue.
Hmmmm
And help.
Help.
Help.
What if I were to say I needed help in..........
I like keeping people in suspense. Ask me and I'm not oblige to tell :)
Monday was probably the last time I ever said the school code.
Today's the last Tuesday I've spent in school.
Tomorrow's the last Wednesday, the day after next, the last of the last Thursday.
Call me sentimental shit but I think secondary school life is the most memorable phase in my life, as for now, I swear.
Hahaha who knows I might just cry during the graduation ceremony this Friday.
Anyway my last Tuesday in school was well spent with Emma and Baohui. Something really funny happened at the library while Emma and I were studying and gosh I MUST say it was really not expected and odd and weird and... But I kinda did saw that coming.
I'm eating my wasabi shaker fries now and it's burning the hell out of my tongue.
Hmmmm
And help.
Help.
Help.
What if I were to say I needed help in..........
I like keeping people in suspense. Ask me and I'm not oblige to tell :)
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
HI ALYM THIS ONE'S FOR YOU!!
THANK FOR YOU STAYING UP LATE WITH ME TO WATCH GOSSIP GIRLS :)
Because
A!ym says:
IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE SLEPT PAST 1! OMG YOU SHOULD FEEL HONOURED
HAHAHA THANK YOOOOOOU!
Catch up with you this coming friday, hopefully!
And, Natasha's the ultimate.
Natasha says:
GRACE WAKE UP WAKE UP!
Natasha says:
WAKE UP!
Grace says:
Yesssssssss? Chillll I'm awake. What is it? I'm watching GG
Natasha says:
Haven't you heard of the song 'Wake me up when september ends'!
OMGGGGG spastic kid.
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL :)
THANK FOR YOU STAYING UP LATE WITH ME TO WATCH GOSSIP GIRLS :)
Because
A!ym says:
IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE SLEPT PAST 1! OMG YOU SHOULD FEEL HONOURED
HAHAHA THANK YOOOOOOU!
Catch up with you this coming friday, hopefully!
And, Natasha's the ultimate.
Natasha says:
GRACE WAKE UP WAKE UP!
Natasha says:
WAKE UP!
Grace says:
Yesssssssss? Chillll I'm awake. What is it? I'm watching GG
Natasha says:
Haven't you heard of the song 'Wake me up when september ends'!
OMGGGGG spastic kid.
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL :)
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Today some came over to my place to study till like 1 and then I headed to VS. Haha yes, I was there. Apparently I felt like an alien there you know.
While waiting for a friend, I saw several primary school classmates whom I found familiar but didn't bother to take a second look because I was engrossed in reading my magazine until they came.
'Hey, Grace Woo right?'
'Yeah!'
'Long time no see!'
Met up my friend, had lunch and borrowed prelim papers.
Yay, happy day!
While waiting for a friend, I saw several primary school classmates whom I found familiar but didn't bother to take a second look because I was engrossed in reading my magazine until they came.
'Hey, Grace Woo right?'
'Yeah!'
'Long time no see!'
Met up my friend, had lunch and borrowed prelim papers.
Yay, happy day!
Monday, September 29, 2008
I didn't go parkway today but I'll be going there tomorrow!
Anyway school was so taxing today partly because of the superrrrrr hot and humid weather.
I ditched this evening's night study for the sake of this girl.
After which, we went for supperrrrr! Hehe I can't wait for my study date with her this wednesday again. I bet it'd be crazehhhhhhh!
Anyway school was so taxing today partly because of the superrrrrr hot and humid weather.
I ditched this evening's night study for the sake of this girl.
After which, we went for supperrrrr! Hehe I can't wait for my study date with her this wednesday again. I bet it'd be crazehhhhhhh!
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Yaaay I'm gonna get my long awaited threadless tees tomorrow. Finally arrived after these long awaited three and a half weeks.
I was practically studying the whole day. I studied till 4am this morning and I couldn't wake up on time for church.
Then straight away after I woke up at 11 I started doing my work again until Nat and Gladys came over to study with me. We studied. I don't know why, today wasn't really productive even though we had quite a conducive environment except for a couple hanky pankying there HAHA
Exams are nearing in less than a month's time and I'm still roaming here and there. Like say, I'll be meeting my friend at parkway tomorrow to collect something from him. But it's for a good cause because I'm gonna get more papers from him to do. Aha.
Until now I have no idea on how to write my chinese composition that has been due for days. Helppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
The path's a mystery. Lead me.
I was practically studying the whole day. I studied till 4am this morning and I couldn't wake up on time for church.
Then straight away after I woke up at 11 I started doing my work again until Nat and Gladys came over to study with me. We studied. I don't know why, today wasn't really productive even though we had quite a conducive environment except for a couple hanky pankying there HAHA
Exams are nearing in less than a month's time and I'm still roaming here and there. Like say, I'll be meeting my friend at parkway tomorrow to collect something from him. But it's for a good cause because I'm gonna get more papers from him to do. Aha.
Until now I have no idea on how to write my chinese composition that has been due for days. Helppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
The path's a mystery. Lead me.
I went for a dip in the pool not long ago and I'm feeling so ever refreshed, like it did rejuvenated my senses and I feel very awake :)
I finally got into the pool after six months. Look I'm so busy I don't even have the luxury to take a dip in the pool even it's just downstairsssssssss. Now that swimming makes me happy, I'm gonna swim veryyyy often and perhaps I'll drag someone with me.
Anywayyyy earlier this morning I met Gladys for breakfast at the interchange and then we headed for school after that. I got a really rude shock while almost got me hyperventilating. Was kinda in a state of shock and then it took me some time to get to my usual self. I was so tired that I rushed home to sleep and was late for math tuition. Next came physics tuition.
45 days to freedom baby.
I finally got into the pool after six months. Look I'm so busy I don't even have the luxury to take a dip in the pool even it's just downstairsssssssss. Now that swimming makes me happy, I'm gonna swim veryyyy often and perhaps I'll drag someone with me.
Anywayyyy earlier this morning I met Gladys for breakfast at the interchange and then we headed for school after that. I got a really rude shock while almost got me hyperventilating. Was kinda in a state of shock and then it took me some time to get to my usual self. I was so tired that I rushed home to sleep and was late for math tuition. Next came physics tuition.
45 days to freedom baby.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
It's Thursday again and school's coming to an end in two weeks :(
I'm graduating.
I'm gonna be in A division. Things are going way faster than I thought.
I hope to get a good weekend hideout because I so need a break. I've been skipping school every now and then, and take the time to study at home! Holla, this is so much more effective. Hehe.
I feel kinda motivated because I surprise myself with so-much-better grades for my math mock paper. Teacher said I improved a lot and that made me so happy. On the other hand during Chinese lessons today, my teacher told me that I'm a innocent girl living in my own world. I burst out laughing because I so beg to differ HAHA
It's Friday morning already and it's nearing 1am. Study session with Lay Ping my primary school teammate and current opponent was dead fun. We kept laughing while doing our papers till 10pm. Shitz and I'm still rushing through my 4 Social Studies SEQ because the freaking deadline is todaaaaay. I cannot agitate a pregnant woman so I shall be a good girl and get focused. I still have another Chinese essay to complete before I get to school later. I so feel like pulling my hair out. But wait, no. I'll be long-hairless for the next four years if I'm bald now. Considering the fact that I'm awake and I have school laterrrrr (hmmm should I skip?)...
I feel so empty and light-headed now.
Probably I should take a nap now and wake up at 4am to continue my SEQs.
Nightttttt everyone!
I'm graduating.
I'm gonna be in A division. Things are going way faster than I thought.
I hope to get a good weekend hideout because I so need a break. I've been skipping school every now and then, and take the time to study at home! Holla, this is so much more effective. Hehe.
I feel kinda motivated because I surprise myself with so-much-better grades for my math mock paper. Teacher said I improved a lot and that made me so happy. On the other hand during Chinese lessons today, my teacher told me that I'm a innocent girl living in my own world. I burst out laughing because I so beg to differ HAHA
It's Friday morning already and it's nearing 1am. Study session with Lay Ping my primary school teammate and current opponent was dead fun. We kept laughing while doing our papers till 10pm. Shitz and I'm still rushing through my 4 Social Studies SEQ because the freaking deadline is todaaaaay. I cannot agitate a pregnant woman so I shall be a good girl and get focused. I still have another Chinese essay to complete before I get to school later. I so feel like pulling my hair out. But wait, no. I'll be long-hairless for the next four years if I'm bald now. Considering the fact that I'm awake and I have school laterrrrr (hmmm should I skip?)...
I feel so empty and light-headed now.
Probably I should take a nap now and wake up at 4am to continue my SEQs.
Nightttttt everyone!
Monday, September 22, 2008
My weekend wasn't really productive except for meeting up with Nat and Gladys for out little study session at the airport on Sunday afternoon, anddddd, watching Ms Swan on youtube. You guys should watch her shows and take a breather like what I'm doing for the past few days you know! But I feel guilty for not dedicating my time into studies for the past few days. Ms Swan's shows are really funnnnnnnnnyyyyy go watchhhhhhh!
Anyway I realized that there're a couple of Caucasian families moving into my neighbourhood and just as I predicted, it's not gonna be as peaceful as before. The Caucasian kids are so unfriendly and insensitive. The worst has yet to come when UWC is open for international kids right opposite my place in two years' time. Darnnnnnn.
And yes, nobody's at home now. PEACE. Meanwhile I should make my revision productive since it's so quiet and it's been long since I enjoy silence at home!
So byeeeeeeee
Sigh I'm so tired, so tired, so tired. I want to sleep because it's 6pm now but I have to go back to school for night study.
Study study study. Wait till 11 Nov. I'll take my revenge of having to study because revenge is sweet.
Anyway I realized that there're a couple of Caucasian families moving into my neighbourhood and just as I predicted, it's not gonna be as peaceful as before. The Caucasian kids are so unfriendly and insensitive. The worst has yet to come when UWC is open for international kids right opposite my place in two years' time. Darnnnnnn.
And yes, nobody's at home now. PEACE. Meanwhile I should make my revision productive since it's so quiet and it's been long since I enjoy silence at home!
So byeeeeeeee
Sigh I'm so tired, so tired, so tired. I want to sleep because it's 6pm now but I have to go back to school for night study.
Study study study. Wait till 11 Nov. I'll take my revenge of having to study because revenge is sweet.
Sometimes I wish I can go into hiding but I don't know where.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
When I was small, and christmas trees were tall,
We used to love while others used to play.
Dont ask me why, but time has passed us by,
Some one else moved in from far away.
Now we are tall, and christmas trees are small,
And you dont ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
But guess we'll cry come first of may.
The apple tree that grew for you and me,
I watched the apples falling one by one.
And I recall the moment of them all,
The day I kissed your cheek and you were mine.
We used to love while others used to play.
Dont ask me why, but time has passed us by,
Some one else moved in from far away.
Now we are tall, and christmas trees are small,
And you dont ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
But guess we'll cry come first of may.
The apple tree that grew for you and me,
I watched the apples falling one by one.
And I recall the moment of them all,
The day I kissed your cheek and you were mine.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Hi, this is a little too much for me to bear.
I'm getting piles and piles of homework and it's like I-can-complete complete but I-can't-complete kinda thing. I'm bombarded with so many worksheets and I force myself to do them before I retire for the night but sometimes I can't help sighing when I look at the mountainous piles of never-ending worksheets.
I did 3 Amath papers yesterday and I felt so accomplished. Today sucks. There's chinese compo, chinese worksheets, chinese, chinese, chinese. And teacher says she won't mark or go through the worksheets. What logic is this, what do we gain then?
I mush credit my hard work in my lower secondary days for getting me into 4G. There's so stiff a competition that I can't find any way to please myself academically. The downfall came about when I turned into a rebellious and playful but yet conscious minded girl last year. Too late, I think it's a little too late already. It's like the myth of a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Right now I'm navigating my way, I know where to head and I'm in the midst of the journey, but I'm too lazy and a little less motivated to complete this journey. I know I'll get something out of it, prolly not a pot of gold, but it takes so much just for that little bit of improvement. 4 months from now, I imagine myself jumping with joy when I see my results but sometimes it's really easy to lose my focus somewhere.
Even till now, I still delve into my lilliputian world of comfort thinking that there is roughly 40 days or so, not until when I saw Bao's diary which roughly says there is about 30 days left. 10 days make great differences.
Today after school was comfort finger food with Gladys but I got a shock of my life instead of having the time of our lives chatting away when we finished up the food. People tend to get so bold now. And perhaps disrespectful.
I'm so tired. I skipped night study.
I have chinese compo, one whole big pile of chinese worksheets (You gotta see this, it's disturbing), 3 POA papers, 1 Chemistry paper, 1 Physics paper, 1 Social Studies paper to finish before I get to school tomorrow.
Bless me.
I'm so tired.
I'm getting piles and piles of homework and it's like I-can-complete complete but I-can't-complete kinda thing. I'm bombarded with so many worksheets and I force myself to do them before I retire for the night but sometimes I can't help sighing when I look at the mountainous piles of never-ending worksheets.
I did 3 Amath papers yesterday and I felt so accomplished. Today sucks. There's chinese compo, chinese worksheets, chinese, chinese, chinese. And teacher says she won't mark or go through the worksheets. What logic is this, what do we gain then?
I mush credit my hard work in my lower secondary days for getting me into 4G. There's so stiff a competition that I can't find any way to please myself academically. The downfall came about when I turned into a rebellious and playful but yet conscious minded girl last year. Too late, I think it's a little too late already. It's like the myth of a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Right now I'm navigating my way, I know where to head and I'm in the midst of the journey, but I'm too lazy and a little less motivated to complete this journey. I know I'll get something out of it, prolly not a pot of gold, but it takes so much just for that little bit of improvement. 4 months from now, I imagine myself jumping with joy when I see my results but sometimes it's really easy to lose my focus somewhere.
Even till now, I still delve into my lilliputian world of comfort thinking that there is roughly 40 days or so, not until when I saw Bao's diary which roughly says there is about 30 days left. 10 days make great differences.
Today after school was comfort finger food with Gladys but I got a shock of my life instead of having the time of our lives chatting away when we finished up the food. People tend to get so bold now. And perhaps disrespectful.
I'm so tired. I skipped night study.
I have chinese compo, one whole big pile of chinese worksheets (You gotta see this, it's disturbing), 3 POA papers, 1 Chemistry paper, 1 Physics paper, 1 Social Studies paper to finish before I get to school tomorrow.
Bless me.
I'm so tired.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I still detest my brother no matter how much my friends tell me how bad their siblings are.
Mine's like totally hopeless. He swears in front of my parents that he won't use it anymore because his EOY starts two weeks later but as soon as I open the door, I saw him gaming like some addict. Like he'll dieeeeee without the computer. He still sucks big time. He starts yelling and omg, I don't want to talk about it anymore. That 15 year old childish shit, really. I can't stand it anymore. This explains why I'm not at home most of the time.
I'm really busy for the past few days, with school, tuition and night studies. I have been having splitting headache for a few days already but I don't intend to see a doctor even though I get free visits to the doctor. And that's because I hate eating medicine.
School was alright today, but it was really taxing. I wanted to skip school today because I wasn't really feeling well.
Not until I heard that JULIANNE CHUA'S GONNA BE MY NEIGHBOUR AGAIN!! Omg I can't wait can't wait can't wait. I could hardly contain the excitement. It's been two years since she has been my neighbour. Means I'll get to knock at her door and the middle of the night, crawl into her bedroom by her little garden or small balcony. Sheesh. This is gonna be so fun. What's more, I can go to school with her, AGAIN :)
It's 6pm now. I'm gonna take a shower and then sleeeeeeeep throughout the whole evening, till the next morning. That'd make it twelve hours straight. Yaaay I finally get sleep.
Bye!
Mine's like totally hopeless. He swears in front of my parents that he won't use it anymore because his EOY starts two weeks later but as soon as I open the door, I saw him gaming like some addict. Like he'll dieeeeee without the computer. He still sucks big time. He starts yelling and omg, I don't want to talk about it anymore. That 15 year old childish shit, really. I can't stand it anymore. This explains why I'm not at home most of the time.
I'm really busy for the past few days, with school, tuition and night studies. I have been having splitting headache for a few days already but I don't intend to see a doctor even though I get free visits to the doctor. And that's because I hate eating medicine.
School was alright today, but it was really taxing. I wanted to skip school today because I wasn't really feeling well.
Not until I heard that JULIANNE CHUA'S GONNA BE MY NEIGHBOUR AGAIN!! Omg I can't wait can't wait can't wait. I could hardly contain the excitement. It's been two years since she has been my neighbour. Means I'll get to knock at her door and the middle of the night, crawl into her bedroom by her little garden or small balcony. Sheesh. This is gonna be so fun. What's more, I can go to school with her, AGAIN :)
It's 6pm now. I'm gonna take a shower and then sleeeeeeeep throughout the whole evening, till the next morning. That'd make it twelve hours straight. Yaaay I finally get sleep.
Bye!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Hi, you know what.
F you, Ken Woo.
I don't care if his classmates or whoever see this. He's a computer addict and a faggot. He can even bully his older sister like me for the sake of his very beloved computer games. Sometimes I wonder where did I go wrong. I dare say that I'm a good sister. So good that I'm even willing to splurge US$50 on his birthday present and this is what I got.
You act like you're an angel in front of mom and dad and start opening your books the moment you hear the door creaking, opening.
Back at home, you rush home after school and play the games for 6 damn hours, picking up calls and sprout vulgar words really loud at home when I'm doing my full swing revision preparing for the super major examinations unlike yours, which is peanuts.
You can even tell dad and mom you studied for the 6 whole hours. Well done. I hope you fail your End of year examinations and stop being a such a big liar. I hope you learn things the hard way and this seems like the best way out for you huh.
So now you know why my place isn't a conducive place to study and I always hang out.
Thanks to you, asshole.
You treat me like shit. Your sister, mind you.
I'm fuming mad.
I don't have a brother like him.
F you, Ken Woo.
I don't care if his classmates or whoever see this. He's a computer addict and a faggot. He can even bully his older sister like me for the sake of his very beloved computer games. Sometimes I wonder where did I go wrong. I dare say that I'm a good sister. So good that I'm even willing to splurge US$50 on his birthday present and this is what I got.
You act like you're an angel in front of mom and dad and start opening your books the moment you hear the door creaking, opening.
Back at home, you rush home after school and play the games for 6 damn hours, picking up calls and sprout vulgar words really loud at home when I'm doing my full swing revision preparing for the super major examinations unlike yours, which is peanuts.
You can even tell dad and mom you studied for the 6 whole hours. Well done. I hope you fail your End of year examinations and stop being a such a big liar. I hope you learn things the hard way and this seems like the best way out for you huh.
So now you know why my place isn't a conducive place to study and I always hang out.
Thanks to you, asshole.
You treat me like shit. Your sister, mind you.
I'm fuming mad.
I don't have a brother like him.
Friday, September 12, 2008
I was talking to one of my friends and he told he he'll be training for cross country sometime soon. Why on earth would a cross country be held somewhere near a major examination? Only after some time later I got to know that he took Physical Education for O levels.
OMG that is so cool. I knew it existed and if given a chance, I'll definitely take the subject and count it into my L1R5 and it'd make a huge difference to my grades don't cha think so! Running 3km in 11 minutes is a little tough but by training a little harder, shaving a minute off my personal best would get me an A1. What's more that's for a guy's standard, so the girl's standard is so much lower. Plus my school's perimeter is 950 metres, not 800 metres, mind you, because I went to check out the freaking street directory quite some time ago so we're running almost 2.9 km which is almost equivalent to the somewhat torturous 3 km. So much for running an extra 400 metres huhhhhhhh.
Put aside that.
School was really tiring today. My vision is not as good as before and I've been getting headaches for the past few days which leaves me a little heavy-headed and light-headed most of the time.
Today I finally had a decent lunch. I have not been eating breakfast and lunch but to keep myself awake by popping mints in the midst of lessons. Come dinnertime, I'm too tired to eat so I went to snack on biscuits.
I thought I could have a good sleep tonight but I just got to know that there's extra lessons for weak students like me. Ugh this is so irritating. My eyes are dry but I still have tons of homework to complete. Physics, Chemistry, Math, Amath, SS, Chinese.
Omg.
Cya.
OMG that is so cool. I knew it existed and if given a chance, I'll definitely take the subject and count it into my L1R5 and it'd make a huge difference to my grades don't cha think so! Running 3km in 11 minutes is a little tough but by training a little harder, shaving a minute off my personal best would get me an A1. What's more that's for a guy's standard, so the girl's standard is so much lower. Plus my school's perimeter is 950 metres, not 800 metres, mind you, because I went to check out the freaking street directory quite some time ago so we're running almost 2.9 km which is almost equivalent to the somewhat torturous 3 km. So much for running an extra 400 metres huhhhhhhh.
Put aside that.
School was really tiring today. My vision is not as good as before and I've been getting headaches for the past few days which leaves me a little heavy-headed and light-headed most of the time.
Today I finally had a decent lunch. I have not been eating breakfast and lunch but to keep myself awake by popping mints in the midst of lessons. Come dinnertime, I'm too tired to eat so I went to snack on biscuits.
I thought I could have a good sleep tonight but I just got to know that there's extra lessons for weak students like me. Ugh this is so irritating. My eyes are dry but I still have tons of homework to complete. Physics, Chemistry, Math, Amath, SS, Chinese.
Omg.
Cya.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BABYYYYYYYY
I'm very very very very very blessed to have you as my classmate and it's been nice knowing you for the past two years. School's gonna end in five weeks and I will miss doing retarded stuff with you like singing and dancing in the midst of the lesson and everyone starts staring at us. I believe school without you is boring because we're retarded partners that do retarded things. I'll also miss having you to sit in front of me because that's when we talk and talk and talk like never before. So dear, run your last lap well and we'll work hard together :)
First and foremost, I'd like to give credits to chicken essence and caffeine for pulling me through these torturous first four days of school. School is no fun, no fun at all. I'm deprived of entertainment. I don't watch telly anymore. I don't have time to blog either. School makes me a plain jane. Despite all these make me sound very desperate for some fun, I'm still determine to change myself into a graceful geek.
I've been crashing into remedials of which during Chemistry remedial, the teacher told us to get lost if our names are not in the list. But by then I was a little too lazy to move so I didnt. Just again I went crashing into SS remedial and teacher went: Grace, you're not supposed to be here, right!
Lacking of entertainment is fine, not only I'm mentally drained but I don't even get enough sleep. You can count the number of hours I sleep in one hand I swear.
I've been pretty psychotic these few days, if you must know. One of the instances was that during recess I went up to one of my classmates and said: HI MY MIDDLE NAME IS BLONDE. MY NAME IS BIM-BLONDE-BO
If you get it, well done :)
I've got so many things to update you guys on but I can't wait to catch my GG's episode two before I get back to studies.
So long!
I'm very very very very very blessed to have you as my classmate and it's been nice knowing you for the past two years. School's gonna end in five weeks and I will miss doing retarded stuff with you like singing and dancing in the midst of the lesson and everyone starts staring at us. I believe school without you is boring because we're retarded partners that do retarded things. I'll also miss having you to sit in front of me because that's when we talk and talk and talk like never before. So dear, run your last lap well and we'll work hard together :)
First and foremost, I'd like to give credits to chicken essence and caffeine for pulling me through these torturous first four days of school. School is no fun, no fun at all. I'm deprived of entertainment. I don't watch telly anymore. I don't have time to blog either. School makes me a plain jane. Despite all these make me sound very desperate for some fun, I'm still determine to change myself into a graceful geek.
I've been crashing into remedials of which during Chemistry remedial, the teacher told us to get lost if our names are not in the list. But by then I was a little too lazy to move so I didnt. Just again I went crashing into SS remedial and teacher went: Grace, you're not supposed to be here, right!
Lacking of entertainment is fine, not only I'm mentally drained but I don't even get enough sleep. You can count the number of hours I sleep in one hand I swear.
I've been pretty psychotic these few days, if you must know. One of the instances was that during recess I went up to one of my classmates and said: HI MY MIDDLE NAME IS BLONDE. MY NAME IS BIM-BLONDE-BO
If you get it, well done :)
I've got so many things to update you guys on but I can't wait to catch my GG's episode two before I get back to studies.
So long!
Monday, September 8, 2008
I can't wait for my GG's episode twoooooooooooo, why is time passing by so slowly!?
On the contrary I wished time froze. First day of school was tiring especially when we're stuffed with papers, papers and more papers. Math was comforting, we did SQS's math paper and it was freaking easy as compared to my school prelims, and was told that the O's math papers is going to be that standard. We were relieved but we weren't complacent. I marked my paper and to my surprise 68/80 wow I must say.
I had my last and very last physical education lesson today. Most of us were told that there was a new timetable for the sec 4s so we weren't sure if we had pe. Borrowed a set of attire from my classmate and there you go, I went to play volleyball despite my serious injury but then again I wore my brace after that. Classmates are love, they corrected me and constantly reminded me to take care of my injury. They look like they're nursing my injury and worrying more than I do :)
Block lessons will commence from tomorrow onwards.
I'm tired.
Someday I'll sit by the poolside here and reflecttttttttttttttttttttttttt...
On the contrary I wished time froze. First day of school was tiring especially when we're stuffed with papers, papers and more papers. Math was comforting, we did SQS's math paper and it was freaking easy as compared to my school prelims, and was told that the O's math papers is going to be that standard. We were relieved but we weren't complacent. I marked my paper and to my surprise 68/80 wow I must say.
I had my last and very last physical education lesson today. Most of us were told that there was a new timetable for the sec 4s so we weren't sure if we had pe. Borrowed a set of attire from my classmate and there you go, I went to play volleyball despite my serious injury but then again I wore my brace after that. Classmates are love, they corrected me and constantly reminded me to take care of my injury. They look like they're nursing my injury and worrying more than I do :)
Block lessons will commence from tomorrow onwards.
I'm tired.
Someday I'll sit by the poolside here and reflecttttttttttttttttttttttttt...
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I have sacrificed my family gathering at Jurong today because firstly it'd be time consuming and secondly I'd prefer to study at home all alone. I hardly have the house all to myself so I shall savour every moment of this. Was supposed to have my fringe trimmed but I don't know why am I still at home! Maybe just for this weekend, I'll just have to tone down a little and enjoy the Grace's version of home alone VII.
So for the past few hours I've been doing math papers. I get freaked out when I am stucked at some freaking basic trigonometry questions. I was on the verge of tears, or should I say I have already burst into tears. I'm so stressed. If I were to get stuck at a questions last time, I'd go: Ugh who cares, what are the probability of having the same question coming out in the exam!
Dad just called up an hour or so ago to asked me how's revision getting along. Previously I was already sobbing and when he called up, I tried giving my best normal voice instead of the trembling voice: Yeah I'm doing well.
All's different now.
Those were the good old carefree days. So much for being playful in the past.
Some day after the big one, I'll make sure I have a timetable called freedom which includes night cycling, clubbing with churchmates (HAHA I'M SERIOUS), Taiwan with teammates, Hong Kong with family omg and the list goes on.
I have to stop here. Back to Math.
So for the past few hours I've been doing math papers. I get freaked out when I am stucked at some freaking basic trigonometry questions. I was on the verge of tears, or should I say I have already burst into tears. I'm so stressed. If I were to get stuck at a questions last time, I'd go: Ugh who cares, what are the probability of having the same question coming out in the exam!
Dad just called up an hour or so ago to asked me how's revision getting along. Previously I was already sobbing and when he called up, I tried giving my best normal voice instead of the trembling voice: Yeah I'm doing well.
All's different now.
Those were the good old carefree days. So much for being playful in the past.
Some day after the big one, I'll make sure I have a timetable called freedom which includes night cycling, clubbing with churchmates (HAHA I'M SERIOUS), Taiwan with teammates, Hong Kong with family omg and the list goes on.
I have to stop here. Back to Math.
Friday, September 5, 2008
I am so sad because the holidays are coming to an end. Well it isn't really a holiday for me but it signifies the intensity of the new term, knowing that we're one day nearer and a step closer to the big one.
I question myself, have I really, really done what am I supposed to do. I am only half satisfied to be honest.
I completed all my assignments, except English, by midweek and have been rather aimless ever since. I text my other school friends for Amath papers because I ran out of papers to do, and that's simply because I don't have a freaking Amath holiday assignment to do and that leaves me worried because it shows that I might not have manage my time well enough to spare an hour on so on Amath.
Freak.
School blues. Block periods. Leaving the teachers to stare at us while we stare at our paper on our desk. Especially when it comes to Math. Circle properties. I see circles. Like many circles.
Tell me how many circle properties question must I do to get me a Chanel. Even Chanel is made up of two three-quarter circles. Ugh.
I went to church this evening to help out in some preparations for tomorrow's fun fair. I hope I can make it but I doubt so :( Anyway other than washing grapes, cutting strawberries and stuffing marshmallows to satay sticks, I went to babysit one of my church mate's five months old daughter. I cannot stand the sight of baby crying and I lost my cool. I kept whining, covering my ears and gave the i-beg-you-please-don't-cry-anymore look but the baby won't stop I kinda gave up. I wonder how hard is it for a mother to bring up her children since they were born when I gave up after 15 minutes of desultory attempts of trying to shut the baby up. Someday I won't be a mother. When I see a nice clean volleyball, I'll stuff it up my shirt and act like I'm an expectant lady in front of my teammates and church mates, just like today. See how crazy I can get. It's way beyond imagination.
Dad just got three copies of Broader Perspective and I'm gonna soak my body and soul into the many latest controversial debates made very interesting for people of my age. Trust me, I'll neglect my studies for Broader Perspective.
I have decided to make a trip down to Supercut to have my fringe trimmed after church. I hope they won't screw up my previous fringe hairdo and make me look like I have bangs.
So bye, and TGIF. Enjoy your weekend :)
I question myself, have I really, really done what am I supposed to do. I am only half satisfied to be honest.
I completed all my assignments, except English, by midweek and have been rather aimless ever since. I text my other school friends for Amath papers because I ran out of papers to do, and that's simply because I don't have a freaking Amath holiday assignment to do and that leaves me worried because it shows that I might not have manage my time well enough to spare an hour on so on Amath.
Freak.
School blues. Block periods. Leaving the teachers to stare at us while we stare at our paper on our desk. Especially when it comes to Math. Circle properties. I see circles. Like many circles.
Tell me how many circle properties question must I do to get me a Chanel. Even Chanel is made up of two three-quarter circles. Ugh.
I went to church this evening to help out in some preparations for tomorrow's fun fair. I hope I can make it but I doubt so :( Anyway other than washing grapes, cutting strawberries and stuffing marshmallows to satay sticks, I went to babysit one of my church mate's five months old daughter. I cannot stand the sight of baby crying and I lost my cool. I kept whining, covering my ears and gave the i-beg-you-please-don't-cry-anymore look but the baby won't stop I kinda gave up. I wonder how hard is it for a mother to bring up her children since they were born when I gave up after 15 minutes of desultory attempts of trying to shut the baby up. Someday I won't be a mother. When I see a nice clean volleyball, I'll stuff it up my shirt and act like I'm an expectant lady in front of my teammates and church mates, just like today. See how crazy I can get. It's way beyond imagination.
Dad just got three copies of Broader Perspective and I'm gonna soak my body and soul into the many latest controversial debates made very interesting for people of my age. Trust me, I'll neglect my studies for Broader Perspective.
I have decided to make a trip down to Supercut to have my fringe trimmed after church. I hope they won't screw up my previous fringe hairdo and make me look like I have bangs.
So bye, and TGIF. Enjoy your weekend :)
Thursday, September 4, 2008
I feel like puking ever since I was impatiently waiting for the doctor to tell me my scanning results. Hell no, I know what you are thinking. I'm not pregnant, don't worry!
I was so scared because the doctor kept shaking his head in dismay so I knew something was very wrong. I'm kinda banned from doing sports for the moment because I think I aggravated the injury ever since last Saturday.
Today was study session with classmates but I didn't do much. I feel guilty. But I had much fun munching gummybears with my classmates HAHA we went somewhere near the hospital's staff lounge and settled down which was an hour and a half before my appointment with the doctor yep.
On a lighter note, Dad and mom are going to subscribe Broader Perspective for me!! I am so proud to say I'm going to be a new owner of the whole collection of Broader Perspective. Ah finally something nice to indulge in during long bus rides :) Yaaaaaaay
Anywaaaaaaay Gossip Girl's Season Two Episode One is freaking scandalous. Omg the much awaited tv show is finally out and I was watching it last night in the wee hours of the morning. I was laughing so hard when Blair said something about Kleenex, used once and throw away :O
Can't wait for episode two yaaaaay!
Look, Teo's sucha sweetheart.
I was so scared because the doctor kept shaking his head in dismay so I knew something was very wrong. I'm kinda banned from doing sports for the moment because I think I aggravated the injury ever since last Saturday.
Today was study session with classmates but I didn't do much. I feel guilty. But I had much fun munching gummybears with my classmates HAHA we went somewhere near the hospital's staff lounge and settled down which was an hour and a half before my appointment with the doctor yep.
On a lighter note, Dad and mom are going to subscribe Broader Perspective for me!! I am so proud to say I'm going to be a new owner of the whole collection of Broader Perspective. Ah finally something nice to indulge in during long bus rides :) Yaaaaaaay
Anywaaaaaaay Gossip Girl's Season Two Episode One is freaking scandalous. Omg the much awaited tv show is finally out and I was watching it last night in the wee hours of the morning. I was laughing so hard when Blair said something about Kleenex, used once and throw away :O
Can't wait for episode two yaaaaay!
Look, Teo's sucha sweetheart.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
I think I'm still fooling around and have not been getting really serious about studies. First official paper is in 47 more days and here I am letting go of a bit here and there, at every possible moment. You know, this sucks and sometimes procrastination creeps in without you even knowing, and worst of all I am not able to succumb temptations like the many sources of entertainment at home, playing volleyball with friends and eating chips when I hardly exercise now :(
It's only midweek and I'm feeling a little sucky. Perhaps I'm a little bit too broke. I blew up almost 300 bucks (which far exceeds my weekly allowance. Thank God I can still survive on savings.) on Threadless, outings and miscellaneous stuffs like expensive food. It's only the third day of the week, oh God.
Other factors that brought about my sucky mood was that having to wake up early and starting revision when I don't feel like doing it. I constantly remind myself, reap in tears and sow in joy. Thinking about my future puts me grinning like a happy lark but sometimes it's just hard to push on when there's little motivation. Maybe what pushes me is peer pressure because my classmates are the classic ones who cannot stop mugging.
Sigh I just came back from school.
Am leaving home again pretty soon and won't be back till 10.30. Freaking bus rides. Thunders :(
It's only midweek and I'm feeling a little sucky. Perhaps I'm a little bit too broke. I blew up almost 300 bucks (which far exceeds my weekly allowance. Thank God I can still survive on savings.) on Threadless, outings and miscellaneous stuffs like expensive food. It's only the third day of the week, oh God.
Other factors that brought about my sucky mood was that having to wake up early and starting revision when I don't feel like doing it. I constantly remind myself, reap in tears and sow in joy. Thinking about my future puts me grinning like a happy lark but sometimes it's just hard to push on when there's little motivation. Maybe what pushes me is peer pressure because my classmates are the classic ones who cannot stop mugging.
Sigh I just came back from school.
Am leaving home again pretty soon and won't be back till 10.30. Freaking bus rides. Thunders :(
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