Casual conversation with an old friend of mine got me recalling the past- back to the collection of O level results day. Not that long ago but I still get angry when I think of the JPSAE and DSA. JC wants me. Poly wants me. Poly brainwashed me. I don't want JC already. Last minute Poly don't want me. JC now also don't want me already. So I went into poly with my own merit (still proud of that because all these while I have been too dependent on vb to get me to where I want.)
Can't believe I'm still not over with this even though it has been months.
Every time when thoughts like these fuelled my anger I think back and say 'God has a plan for me. He does. And He does it. In His time.'
Can't seem to be able to sleep with a heavy heart like this. Grace please calm down and go to bed. Time to turn in already and hopefully after a good night's sleep I would feel better.
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